All posts by T. A. Myron

Chapter One – Ignorance

Dan woke as suddenly as if someone had shaken him. He glanced at the ceiling. A faint gray light, barely enough to see by, illuminated the center of the usually dark metal ceiling. He had five minutes, then.

He stretched, pulling his arms as far past his head as he could. They met up with the warm metal wall behind him, the faint heat quickly passing through his arms and into the rest of his body.

Dan sat up. It was completely dark. The only light, indeed the only thing he could see at all, was Mother. She wasn’t actually his mother; Dan knew that. She was simply a camera mounted on the far wall, its single red light the only thing visible in the darkness. Dan called it Mother though. She was always there, watching over him. It made Dan feel safe, knowing that she was there, protecting him.

“Good morning, Mother,” Dan said. There was no reply, just as there hadn’t been for all the fourteen years of Dan’s life. This didn’t bother Dan though. He knew someone else was on the other end of that camera, watching over him. How he knew this he couldn’t say, but it made him feel safe, like nothing bad could ever happen to him.

There was the faintest of clicks, and a soft white glow appeared in the center of the ceiling, just over Dan’s feet. It grew steadily in brightness and size, until the whole ceiling was emitting a gentle white light, chasing the shadows away completely. Time to get up.

Dan swung his feet over the side of the bed and stood up, stretching again. A patch of ceiling to his left, hidden by the edge of the wall, lit up, and Dan moved towards it automatically. Mother turned, following him with her unblinking gaze.

Dan’s home was a simple one. It was rectangular, with metal walls, a floor of some slightly softer material, and a ceiling which served as a light source. On one end of the home was a room with a bed, big enough for two, and on the other was a small bathroom, complete with sink and shower. Between the two rooms a narrow flight of stairs led up to the second level. The stairs were set off by two inner walls.

There was no fourth wall to Dan’s home. Instead, a field of energy stretched where it should have been, invisible save for an occasional blue flicker. It stretched across both levels of Dan’s home, leaving only a small gap between it and the floor of the second level. He was careful to stay well away from it. RR had said that if he touched it, he would die.

RR was the only other person Dan knew, besides Mother. She was very different from Dan, encased in metal, and they had only met a handful of times. But Dan felt like he knew her. She was like a mother to him. A real one, which walked and talked and had even comforted him once.

Dan turned into the short hallway where the stairs were, and pressed a button on the wall. A panel slid open at his feet, revealing a small opening only a few feet wide. From within the small compartment, Dan withdrew a metal object, which, when he unfolded it, proved to be a chair.

Dan put the chair directly in front of the short hallway, facing the bedroom, and waited. Exactly five seconds later, a thin metal slab extended outwards from the wall, almost touching the nearby energy barrier. Dan scooted his chair up to it. A few seconds later, something clicked inside the wall, and a tray slid onto the slab, containing food.

The food was unremarkable. It consisted of water in a tall container, and a single block of brown, texture-less… something.  Dan, however, began eating eagerly, tearing off bits of the brown food with his fingers, and drinking the water in great gulps. To an outsider, the food would have looked hardly palatable, but to Dan, it was a filling meal. It was the only meal he had ever known.

Halfway through his meal, Dan glanced up. Beyond the Barrier, a hall stretched to the right and to the left, out of sight beyond the walls of Dan’s home. On the far wall, Mother was mounted, still watching. Always watching. But every now and then, Dan caught a glimpse of something else on the wall. He saw it now.

Far to the right, almost blocked by the wall, Dan could see a patch of color. It flickered between blue and white, fading and growing brighter. Dan had seen it many times, but he had never figured out what it was. He knew there must be something beyond the right wall which was causing that light, but what could it be?

Dan watched the light for a moment, but then turned back to his food. He couldn’t be distracted. He had found out long ago that he had a limited about of time to eat his breakfast, and then it would all slide back into the wall. He didn’t want to go hungry.

Sure enough, there was soon a faint click, and the metal panel which had served as a table retracted back into the wall, taking the now empty tray and cup with it. Dan automatically got up, folded his chair, and put it back in the compartment in the wall.

Dan stood at the foot of the stairs, excitement beginning to build within him. He was ready to begin. In a moment, the ceiling over the stairs lit up. Dan raced to the steps and climbed them, emerging on the second floor.

Aside from a low wall to guard where the stairs came up, the second floor was completely bare except for two identical cylinders of glass, set side by side, big enough for Dan to lie down in if he wanted to. Various metal casings and thick cords of wires protruded from their sides, bolting them to the floor, ceiling, and wall behind them. RR had called them SR Units.

One of the contraptions was open, its glass door ajar exactly like Dan had left it the previous day. The second Unit was closed. It had always been closed. It looked exactly like the first Unit, and Dan had always wondered why there were two. He only used the first, and the second had never opened anyway, even though Dan had tried a few times.

Dan ran the length of the room. It wasn’t far, but he could still get five or six strides in. At the far wall, he leaned outwards, putting his head as close to the Barrier as he dared, trying to see beyond the wall, to where those flickering lights had been. It was no use. The wall went out too far. Dan had never been able to see past it.

The first SR Unit lit up, its glass walls emitting the faintest of glows. Dan turned towards it, but then, without warning, the floor shook and there was a great, reverberating rumble overhead. Dan crouched down, hands pressed against his ears, looking up at the ceiling fearfully. He had heard the sound a few times before, but he still didn’t know what it was or why it happened. It frightened him. It was too loud. Too sudden. Too unpredictable.

It’s okay, son, said a voice in Dan’s head. Up you get. It’s gone now. The shaking had indeed stilled, and the sound had gone as quickly as it had come. Dan glanced down at Mother, still watching him. The sight was reassuring.

That’s it, said the voice as Dan got to his feet. There was, of course, no voice in Dan’s mind, only his imagination. When Dan was frightened though, he liked to imagine someone there to protect him. Someone strong. A father, perhaps. His father. Dan hadn’t the faintest idea what his father had looked like. He knew he must have had one, but he had no memory of either him or his real mother. Just the voices he made up for them in his head. It was all right. After all, he had Mother and RR. They would never leave him.

Everything was silent now, so Dan quickly crossed to the SR Unit and stepped inside, closing the glass door behind him. It was here that Dan spent his days. He would have it no other way.

RR had told Dan what the SR Unit was, and what it did. He had been very young when she had explained it, so he hadn’t understood most of it, but he knew it was a simulator. It was capable of creating almost anything, though RR had told Dan that she and the others like her controlled exactly what it made.

It was more than a mere simulation though. The air changed temperature, the water was wet, and sharp edges hurt. Dan knew that these things were not illusions. Once he had left the SR Unit after trying to cross a stream, and his clothes had been wet. Once he had fallen on some rocks, and while not cut, his arms were bruised afterwards. And while the Unit was small, it somehow enabled him to run as long he wanted to. He ran, swam, and even climbed in the SR Unit. There was no telling where it would take him. That was why he woke up excited each day.

Dan stood in the middle of the SR Unit now, waiting expectantly. The door sealed behind him. He knew that it wouldn’t let him out until several hours later, at the end of the day. That was fine with Dan. His breakfast kept him full, and the SR Unit was far too much fun to leave anyway.

For a few seconds nothing happened. Then a white mist filled the Unit, hiding Dan’s home from view completely. Dan could feel it eddying past him, and moisture began accumulating on his skin and in his short hair. RR had told him that the mist eased the transitions between simulations. Any moment now it would disperse, and Dan would find himself in a new place. A grin spread across his face. Where would he go today?

Exactly twelve and a half hours later, the door to the SR Unit opened, and Dan staggered out, tired but happy. He had spent the day running through fields, crossing streams, climbing cliffs, and a host of other activities. The SR Unit wasn’t usually as taxing, but Dan found the exercise fun. The ceiling over the stairs clicked on, and Dan obediently went down them, the lights in the SR Unit shutting off as he left.

This time Dan went to the second room on the first floor: the bathroom. Here he deposited his dirty clothes in a basin on the wall, and stepped into a square marked on the floor. Almost instantly, a jet of warm water doused him.

There were no walls to the shower. Mother continued to watch Dan, even as she had done all day long while he was in the SR Unit. Dan saw her a few times through the water, watching him, but the only thing he felt was happiness that she was there, and reassurance that she was watching over him. The fact was that Dan didn’t have the faintest inkling that showers are supposed to have walls, or why. His never had, and it was the only shower he had ever known.

After he had scrubbed himself clean, the water turned off and Dan grabbed a nearby towel. His dirty clothes had somehow been cleaned and folded while he was showering, and when he was dry, Dan put them on. They were warm and soft to the touch.

The ceiling clicked on in front of the hall, and Dan automatically hung the towel back where it belonged and left the bathroom. He ate his dinner, watched the slab of metal slide back into the wall, and then got up and put the chair away.

The ceiling clicked on in the bedroom. The bed had been cleaned while Dan was in the SR Unit, and the sheets were warm and soft. Dan burrowed deep into them, his eyes already heavy with sleep.

The light in the ceiling clicked off, slowly fading away until all Dan could see was Mother’s single red eye, still watching him.

“Goodnight, Mother,” Dan called. There was no reply, but Dan didn’t need one. He knew she would watch over him throughout the night. Dan let out a contented sigh, and then rolled onto his side, dropped his head to his pillow, and was asleep almost instantly. Tomorrow he would do it all again.

He could hardly wait.

Introduction

Greetings, one and all. On March 17, 2011, when such legendary fan fictions as The Wind in the Trees and Kit: Young Ninja were still being posted chapter by chapter, and the forum was abuzz with writers and readers alike, a new writer posted the first chapter of his second fan fiction: Quest for Valhalla.

At the time, I was just having fun. I didn’t know that this fan fiction would spawn three sequels, one spinoff series, and one crossover. I didn’t know that it would eventually launch me into the world of fiction writing, where I’ve been ever since. And I certainly didn’t know I would be here, eight years later, rewriting it.

Horizon in Sight has long been styled as ‘Dan’s Tale’. It was my original intention to write what happened to Dan after the events of the Quest, but as they tend to do, plans changed over time. When I finally began work on this story, I quickly realized that I couldn’t pick up where I left off. I would have to start over completely, even add a good amount of material before the events of the Quest, if I was to tell this tale right. So that’s what I did.

Horizon in Sight is very much Dan’s tale, but it is only loosely based on the Quest. The two tales are quite different. A lot of the characters in the Quest are changed or have been left out entirely. Because of this, there is no need to read the Quest before Horizon in Sight (in fact, it’s recommended that you don’t).

A final note before I leave you: Those who have been watching my FFC blog here on HSers know that Dan’s Tale will be one of my last fan fictions. I won’t be leaving HSers, but my fan fiction career is nearing its end. This was always inevitable. With each fan fiction I’ve written, I’ve tried to get closer to novel-standards (and I hope I’ve done so). Horizon in Sight is no exception. It has plenty of flaws – flaws which will be dealt with in my last fan fiction – but I believe it has gained strength in some key areas I was weak in.

However, I’ll leave you to be the judge of that. I give you Dan’s Tale: Horizon in Sight.

Author’s Note

A while back, I told my readers I planned on writing a short story before I began my final fan fiction. I gave them three options – ideas that had been floating around my head, on and off of paper, for some time. Almost unanimously, they selected a tale about Raelin’s life in the war.

As far as I can tell, the idea for this fan fiction began sometime in 2012, though it may have arisen long before that. It actually began by listening to a song, the name of which shall not be related here (ironically enough, the ending that was inspired by that song is nothing at all like the actual ending of this tale). History I was studying at the time gave it meaning, and my knowledge of HeroScape gave it substance. And you, my readers, gave me the drive that enabled me to write it down. Without you, I likely would have never become a writer.

In a moment I’ll let you begin reading. However, there are a few important things you should be aware of first.

As I said, this fan fiction was inspired in part by history. The history of World War One and Two, to be exact. It was further inspired by such books (nonfiction) as Testament of Youth, and The Hiding Place, both of which are about those time periods. Because of this, and because of the nature of the tale, there is a certain level of cruelty and violence that is not present in my other fan fictions. Many scenes contain blood. A few scenes contain graphic descriptions, though these are short. There is pain, cruelty, physical and mental suffering, and injuries in this tale. People can and do die. Unlike some other books/movies, there is no strange force protecting the ‘good guys’ from harm.

That being said… I do not linger on this violence. Some writers include it for no reason. Some include it to make things seem more realistic. I do neither. I have included this amount of violence because my fiction is not driven by some vague need to write. It is driven by a need to say something. Though it is rare, in this case, cruelty aids this purpose. I have included what I need, and then I have moved on. I believe gruesome scenes are genuinely difficult to read (which is the whole point), and I will therefore include no more than are absolutely necessary.

THAT being said, some scenes are still gruesome. Descriptions, though brief, will occasionally be graphic.

On a lighter note, this tale relates the history of the war on Valhalla. Or at least such was the intention. As I developed the tale, I began to realize that I would never be able to include the entirety of the Wellspring War. There were several reasons. I wanted to keep this tale short. I wanted to stay focused on my goal. I would need multiple point of view characters, something I definitely did not want.

In the end, I had to take several large liberties with the Valhallian ‘facts.’ I have tried to keep things as close as possible to what is known, but in several places, this was impossible. There is no exploration of the Ticalla. There is no writing of Thormun’s journal. Many of the characters we know and love are never even mentioned, including Vydar and Einar. There is a very simple reason for all of this: these events did not further the story. If I were to include them, the end of this book would contain a lot of unresolved narration that would ultimately be boring to read through, and add nothing to the tale.

However, I believe that I can now stop warning you about this fan fiction. I’ve told you what you needed to know. Now I will stop, and let you read the tale for yourself.

I hope you enjoy it!

~TGRF.          

Light up the Darkness

Thread for feedback: https://www.heroscapers.com/community/showthread.php?t=49664


What is despair but something to be fought?
What is doubt but something to hold fast against?
What is darkness but something to be lit up?


For a moment the undersides of the clouds were lit up with reds and oranges. Then, in an instant, the sun dropped below the Ticalla horizon completely, and a shadow fell across the stretch of murky water before me.

I shivered even though it wasn’t cold. In fact, it was hot and humid in the Ticalla. I had thought I was signing up for the war, and where had Aquilla put me? In the middle of a swamp. As far from the rest of Valhalla as possible.

I sighed. I knew I was doing my part. I was part of the force manning Aquilla’s furthest bunker. From where our little concrete box sat, submerged in swamp muck and hidden by palm trees, we could see for miles across the flat swamp (the trees stopped where we were, unable to find purchase on the sodden ground). We would be the first to spot any approaching marro force. There was no arguing that I was in a valuable spot. Sometimes I just wished I felt more… involved.

“Come on.” A hand plucked at my sleeve.

“All right,” I said, a little grudgingly, I must admit. We couldn’t see a thing in the dark, but I liked to stand outside anyway, pretending I was guarding against some unseen army. A boy’s fantasy.

I turned, and took the hand Ali offered me.

“What are you thinking about, Ber?” she asked. She already knew the answer.

I shrugged. “Nothing,” I said.

“You were thinking about the war, weren’t you?”

She was good. “Maybe.”

Ali rolled her eyes. “You’re in the war, Ber. Why you want to be somewhere else, somewhere with more fighting, is beyond me.” I could tell her exasperation was a mask.

I increased the pressure on her hand ever so slightly. “Hey,” I whispered, “I’m not going anywhere. This is where I want to be.” And that was the truth. I wanted to be in the war. But I wanted to be by Ali’s side more, making sure nothing happened to her. Of course, she would have said the same about me. We looked out for each other.

“Hey,” a voice called from the dark hallway leading into the bunker, “you two lovebirds eating, or do you plan on standing out there all night?” It was Feran, our second-in-command. I hated it when he called us lovebirds; it made things between me and Ali awkward. At least on my end. Ali didn’t seem to mind.

The bunker was simple. A dark hall led underground. One empty doorway led to a big room which served as kitchen, dining room, and impromptu lounge all in one. A little further on, the hall ended in a bigger room for the bunks. BONES, I called them. Bane of Night’s Earned Sleep. All right, I admit I was going for the acronym there. No one is perfect. The point is they were hard, thin, and inevitably someone started snoring just when you were dropping off.

Ali and I ducked through the doorway into the bunker, and turned into the kitchen/dining room. Steve, our human cook, was serving what he called dinner. I didn’t know what to call it, because quite frankly, I hadn’t the slightest idea what it was. It came out of a can, and smelled like a mixture of pea soup and burnt lettuce. It looked like it too.

The meal was full of jokes and laughter. Being stationed at Aquilla’s furthest outpost for months on end caused strain in us all; we needed to unwind. Looking forward to dinner is what got most of us through the day. As for me… Ali got me through the day.

After eating as much as I thought I could keep down, Ali and I sat back in our chairs, listening to the others joking and laughing. We talked some, about Astera, Aquilla’s capital. We wondered if she could spare anyone to replace us this month. We both knew she didn’t have enough soldiers.

“Bed,” called Feran, standing up and raising his voice. The others started to get up, most of them still laughing. Ali and I stayed where we were, thinking about Astera.

“Beran; Alianera, you too,” Feran called over to us when we didn’t move. We got up and filed out of the door and down the hall to the BONES with the others. I groaned inwardly as my attention shifted to sleep. Or the lack thereof. Just last night I had discovered a leak in the bunker, directly above where I slept. This would be a long night.


I was wrong about that. I must have fallen asleep at some point, because I was jolted awake by a sudden sound of movement, and a red light. This deep in the swamp, it could mean only one thing: the marro had found us. I was awake in an instant, adrenalin shooting through me like a hot spike. I half leapt, half fell out of my bunk, and scrambled to my feet.

Everything was illuminated in red from the magical lights in the ceiling: kyrie rushing about, trying to find their way to the door or grab their weapons. Some were struggling into armor, others were still blinking the confusion of sleep out of their eyes.

I reached up to my left and grabbed my armor. I always left it hanging from my bunk in the same position for this very reason. Aided by the depthless light, I pulled it on, lacing it tight. I yanked my boots out from under my bunk, pulled them on and laced them up, and then looked up, searching for the next thing on my list: Ali.

I found her quickly, armor already on, sword at her hip, racing for the door. I wove my way around others still struggling into their armor, and exited the room just behind her. A quick hand on her shoulder let her know I was there; she reached up and placed her hand over mine – an acknowledgment.

We staggered down the dark hallway in a line, and then we were out, breathing in the warm, thick air of the Ticalla.

Brave Arrow, our leader, shoved past us. “Marro a mile out,” he said to anyone who was listening. “Ready your weapons. Casters in the back, gunners middle. Shields in front.”

We were a mismatched group. I was one of three casters, but our magic was weak – the only reason we weren’t fighting at the Front with the other magic-users. The six Mohicans all carried muskets, and the rest of us, including Ali, were Shields. Brave Arrow said it was their job to protect us, but I knew what that meant. It meant they would get killed first if it came to that. I resisted the urge to grab Ali and keep her by my side as she went to stand with the other Shields.

“Big force,” Brave Arrow said grimly. “No range, just drones. I counted fifty, but more could come.”

I grimaced. Fifty. There were only about twenty of us. We were scouts, not warriors. We would have abandoned the bunker if it had been daylight. But flying back to the front at night would be suicide. The scouts of another bunker had tried it just two months ago. That was when we found out about the flying marro. Only four scouts had survived. During the day we would have had a chance of fighting them off. But in the night, we would never see them coming. Our only option was to stand and fight.

It wasn’t much of an option.


The initial surge of energy was just beginning to die off when we spotted them: a solid block of yellow, moving slowly our way. The only thing illuminating them was a small crescent moon with clouds blocking out most of its light. They were shambling, taking stuttering steps, but they were headed right for us. It was possible they didn’t know we were there. There was no sound, no light from the bunker. Possible, but not very likely.

Brave Arrow waited until he was sure they were coming for us. Then he gave the command.

“Fire!”

In an instant, the battle had begun. Even though I was expecting it, I jumped when musketfire ripped through the night, and a split second later, six drones staggered and fell. Their comrades shambled over them. I couldn’t help but shudder as I saw the marro step on their own fallen, like they weren’t even there. These creatures had no souls. They were merely husks.

The marro broke into a loping run as we flung our fireballs – mine looking pitifully small – into their ranks. The flames did some damage, but for the most part, they just kept coming, on fire or not. I risked a glance at Ali, in the ranks before me. Our flames lit her face; she looked small and scared next to the large shield she held.

The marro got closer. As the Mohicans fired again, I felt my stomach start to knot unpleasantly. I glanced between the marro and Ali. I had to do something. The marro would reach her any minute.

“Fire!” Brave Arrow yelled, right next to me. I jumped, and conjured another ball of flame, hurtling it into the marro closest to Ali. To my surprise, the marro went down instantly. My surprise turned to fear as three more marro stepped out of the shadows to take its place. I saw Ali get a better grip on her sword.

And then, out of the night, silently observing the carnage, came a shrill wordless cry. It carried a maniacal yell, a perverse delight in the blood being spilled. It chilled me to the bone.

“AAIII-AAU!” It was the cry of a marro warlord.

The fire I had conjured a moment before flickered and died in my hand. I felt the hair stand up on my arms, and my whole body actually shook for a moment. I wasn’t alone. Everyone else looked up.

That was exactly what the warlord wanted. Ali and several of the other shields looked up, startled. A second later, the drones crashed into them, knocking several over, stabbing others full in the chest. The line broke instantly.

I saw Ali stumble and fall as a drone threw itself into her shield. The Mohicans were scrambling back, and I lost sight of her. I instinctively surged forwards, but the Mohicans were in my way.

“Ali!” I yelled desperately. “Ali!”

“Back!” Brave Arrow cried from beside me. “Everyone back into the bunker!”

I didn’t want to go back into the bunker. I needed to find Ali. Unfortunately, I had no choice. The Mohicans turned as one and, pushing us casters before them, surged for the tunnel. The remaining Shields followed, walking backwards, warding off blows as best they could. I couldn’t tell if Ali was with them or not.

I stumbled as I found the steps into the bunker, and forced myself to look down as I entered the hall. The Mohicans streamed in after me, pushing the other caster before them. We must have lost the third caster.

‘Come on, Ali,’ I thought desperately. Where was she? One Shield backed into the doorway, blocking blow after blow from a drone with his shield. Another Shield came to his rescue, and they both fled down the stairs.

Two drones followed them. Where was Ali? The drones had just reached the Shields when Brave Arrow appeared at the top of the stairs, sinking his tomahawk into one of the drones’ skulls. The creature fell instantly, and Brave Arrow dispatched the other with a quick knife between the ribs.

And then Ali was there, rushing down the stairs after Brave Arrow, two drones in full pursuit. I aimed a fireball at the first, and a second later was pleased to see my magic strike it directly in the left eye. The drone toppled and slid down the remaining stairs.

“All the way!” Brave Arrow cried. “All the way back!”

He wanted us to get to the bunk room, and I knew why. The hall was narrow. We would be a lot more effective if we could spread out in the bunk room while the drones had to go single-file down the hall. We started backing up, even as more drones poured into the bunker after us.

I don’t really remember the specifics of the fight after that. We made it to the bunk room, and Ali and the other remaining Shield knelt down while the Mohicans fired over them.

For a while things worked. The marro could only come at us one at a time, and we picked them off too fast for them to make any progress. But I knew we couldn’t last forever.

I kept an eye on Ali, but it was the Shield next to her who ran out of strength first. A drone struck his shield hard, and he just fell over, unable to absorb the blow. The drone stabbed him quickly. Ali tried to protect him, but the drone jabbed his spear down, and she cried out in pain.

“No!” I yelled. I tried to fling fire at the marro, but my magic was drying up. I could only conjure a few sparks. In desperation I drew my sword, but one of the Mohicans had already dispatched the drone.

Its place was taken by three others. They shoved past the dead Shield, kicking Ali to the side or trampling over her. She was still alive; she cried out when they kicked her, but then she became silent.

I needed to help her. Without thinking, I charged the oncoming drones. That decision right there was why I was a caster rather than a warrior.

The drone side-stepped me, allowing me to pass it, and then brought its spear down on my back. Most of the blow was from the wooden shaft; only the smallest part of the blade touched my side. It was enough though. The sharp metal sliced through my muscle like an iron through water, and pain exploded across my back. That and the force of the blow combined to slam me into the ground.

My nose hit first and shattered. Blood sprayed across my face, and my forehead struck the hard concrete a second later. Sound stopped, colors whirled across my eyes, and for a space, I had no idea what was happening around me.

When sound started to return to me, and I could open my eyes without the floor pitching up and down, I looked up, and saw the last of the Mohicans being slaughtered. The spear was already through his chest. There was nothing I could do.

Logic was starting to return to me. I dropped my head back to the floor and held very, very still. My nose stung and burned, I could hardly breathe for the blood which was still flowing freely from it. My back was tense and throbbing with a burning pain where the blade had touched me. But I didn’t move. I barely breathed.

I could hear the marro moving above me. They were shuffling back and forth, maybe checking for weapons, I didn’t know. I just hoped they weren’t checking to see if anyone was still alive.

After about a minute, they filed out of the room. I still didn’t move. They shuffled through the kitchen briefly, clanging into the spoons and pans, upending tables and chairs. Then they moved back into the hall, and slowly shuffled up the stairs and into the dark night. They were gone.

I still didn’t dare move. Everything was silent. Something was dripping behind me – probably that leak in the roof. I moved my head slightly so I could see the doorway to the bunker room.

Ali was there, lying in a heap against the wall. Two dead marro were on top of her, shoved to the side by their soulless comrades. I could see a gash in her side which was silently oozing blood. I blinked. Ali was looking at me.

It took everything I had not to yell, jump up, something. She was alive! Ali was alive! She flicked her eyes to the hall, and I understood; the marro could still be close by. We had to be silent. We had to be still.

We waited. We waited for at least ten minutes. Nothing moved. There was no sound. Slowly, the moon set. Everything turned black. At last, I heard Ali cautiously getting up, shoving the dead marro away from her.

I got silently to my feet, staying crouched, and went over to her.

“Are you all right?”

“I will be,” she said. “It was just a scratch.” I doubted that. “Check the others,” she added.

I turned back to the room, doing the job the marro had failed to. As it transpired, one Mohican still breathed, and the Shield next to Ali was still with us, though he had a bad wound in his side. I might have been able to heal him if I hadn’t used all of my magic on fire. It would take time to come back.

Very quietly, I helped Ali shove the door to the bunk room shut. The concrete building magnified our voices; if the marro were still close by, they could hear us easily. Then, with no light whatsoever, we sat on the floor, and waited. When morning came, we could make a break for it. But right now – our best option was to stay here and stay quiet.


Ali inhaled sharply, as if to hold back a tear. I felt her body shiver slightly next to mine. We were huddled together against the far wall, trying to stay warm against the chill spreading from the concrete at our backs. The Mohican and the Shield were sitting nearby, silent.

I put my arm around Ali, trying to convey some sort of nonexistent reassurance. I felt her press closer to me. A moment later I realized she was crying. Silently, but she was crying. I had never seen – or felt – her cry before. Her body was shaking silently with each sob, her breathing coming in short uncontrolled bursts.

I wasn’t ready for that. Ali was the one who kept me going. I was always despairing, reflecting on how long we’d be here, wishing I was closer to the action. Now that we’d seen some action, she was falling apart. She was huddling close to me for comfort. Me! If anyone was sure we weren’t going to get out of this, it was me.

After a time Ali’s sobs lessened, and then stopped altogether. For a space she was silent next to me, both of us listening for any sound. Only the unending drip from the ceiling met our ears.

“Ber?”

Her voice startled me, even though it was the quietest of whispers. I held her closer, both to let her know I was listening, and to comfort her.

“I wish you had known my father.”

“Your father?” I said. I didn’t like the past tense she was using. Her father was back at the capital, along with mine.

“He always said I could work my way out of anything if I tried hard enough. I believed him. I do. But…”

She didn’t need to finish.

“What about your father, Ber?”

“What about him?”

“Do you know what he would say, if he was here?”

I swallowed. I knew exactly what he would say, mainly because he said it all the time: ‘What is despair but something to be fought? What is doubt but something to hold fast against? What is darkness but something to be lit up?’ I didn’t repeat that to Ali. I believed it, but not just then. Maybe we could get out of this if we survived the night, but did I believe it? Not really.

I didn’t say that to Ali though. She needed to believe we could get out of this. We all did. I held her close, and didn’t let go.

A sudden sound made us all freeze. We held our breath. It came again: a step, soft but solid, in the hall. The marro were back. And they would instantly see that the door was shut. They would know we were here.

I had no sooner reached that conclusion than the tramp of marro feet echoed in the hall. The grew louder, louder… THUMP! Something slammed against the door. The door was metal and the lock was solid, but marro were determined. There was another thump on the door, this time harder.

There was no way out of this concrete box, and marro had excellent night vision. This was it. We huddled against the wall together. The wounded Shield was breathing fast through his teeth in pain. The Mohican was silent. I felt Ali shaking next to me. I held her close to me as the marro slammed into the door with more and more force.

Ali started crying again. I tried to hold her tighter, but I myself was shaking. ‘Get a grip,’ I told myself. If she ever needed me to be calm for her, it was now. I clenched my teeth and forced my muscles to relax. I had to be strong for her. She needed me. They all did.

I glanced at where the wounded Shield lay nearby. He was shaking, though it was probably from the pain. He was going to die there, helpless, lying on the ground. I could just see a glimmer of the Mohican’s eyes in some stray light. Then they were gone. He had closed them, accepting his fate. It was over. Despair was all around me.

What is despair but something to fight against?

‘This is different, dad,’ I said to myself. ‘There’s no point pretending otherwise.’

What is doubt but something to hold fast against?

‘This is the end,’ I heard myself think. But a different part of me, the part of me forcing myself to be still, the part of me holding onto Ali, wasn’t listening. The Mohican had given up. The Shield had given up. Even Ali had given up. There were all waiting, alone, devoid of hope, silent in the darkness.

What is darkness but something to be lit up?

‘No,’ I thought. ‘I’m not going to die here, sitting against this wall, waiting for my end. I can beat this. I can beat this.

Did I believe that? I don’t know. Maybe, maybe not. But it’s what I needed to hear.

The door burst open. It must have been just before dawn, because I could just see the outline of the marro in the doorway, illuminated by a faint gray light. The marro turned its head, and saw me.

Ali reached for my hand, and I gripped it, squeezing tightly to stop it from trembling. Then I stood. I couldn’t let her be that afraid. Light flared from my palm, and I met the gaze of the marro.

Ali had been strong for me all those months in the Ticalla. But right here, right now… I would be strong for her.


A new morning dawned over the Ticalla. There were no survivors from the attack on the bunker during the night. Everyone had died fighting to the last.

The sun rose, its light striking back the darkness which still clung to the swamp. Far away, within the walls of Astera, Aquilla’s soldiers looked up at it, blinking in its light. A new day had come.

And as the chill of night left their bones, and they rose to meet the new day, a half-heard whisper floated to them on the wind, carried by the rays of the new sun:

“Light up the Darkness.”

Darkness

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A tear slipped silently down Raelin’s cheek. It fell to the floor, where it landed, soundless, as she watched her lord and general, Jandar, bent over a desk littered with papers. The ancient kyrie’s head was bent against the top of his desk, his eyes closed. Silence reigned with Jandar.

Raelin took a shaky breath and approached the veteran general. She had known Jandar since before the war, always a kind, loving kyrie, always ready to go out of the way for the comfort of even a stranger. The war had torn him apart, turned his hair gray, and caused lines to furrow his caring face.

Raelin gently laid a hand on his shoulder. Jandar let his breath out in a long, defeated sigh, but gave no other acknowledgement of her presence. After a moment, though, he raised his head from the mess of papers.

“There must be a way,” he said, his voice strained and hoarse, “there has to be a way, to end this war.” He looked up at Raelin, his blue eyes searching hers. He turned away. “If only,” he muttered, half to himself, “if only we could reach Utgar, and lay his ruin before the open skies. If only I could muster the men, soldiers with courage, and march them to the heart of his land…” Jandar sunk his head back down to his desk. “If only I had an army,” breathed Jandar into the wood before him, his breath ruffling the papers, “willing to follow my command. But I don’t,” he added, once again raising his head and staring before him, not seeing. “I don’t. My men have deserted me because they are too afraid to do their lord’s will.” Jandar was silent for a moment, his hand slowly forming a fist upon the wood of his desk. “If I had but twenty men with the courage to crush Utgar!” thundered Jandar, sweeping a pile of papers to the floor in an angry swipe. His head fell back down upon his desk, his form shaking.

“You are ill, my lord,” said Raelin gently. “You have not slept for four nights. If only you would…”

“Sleep, Raelin?” shouted Jandar, rising from his chair and facing her. Raelin took a step back, startled. “How can you speak of sleep at a time like this? My army has deserted me, refused to follow my commands! How can I win a war with a force like this?”

Raelin bit her lip. No soldier would follow the orders Jandar had issued, no matter where they came from. She could not try to reason with Jandar, though. She knew what would follow.

“No, Raelin,” said Jandar, his voice dropping, “We are beaten. With no army, I cannot defend Valhalla. Utgar has won. I will send word to Utgar, telling him of my surrender.”

“Jandar!” cried Raelin.

“Yes, Raelin, surrender!” shouted Jandar. “We are beaten, and there is nothing you nor I can do about it but to accept our fate and ride to our doom with dignity. If even that is not robbed from us,” he muttered to himself, turning back to his desk.

“Jandar…” began Raelin, but she stopped. He would not listen to her. She had tried already to tell him why his soldiers refused to carry out his commands, but he threw her logic to the five winds and continued to rant about disloyalty. And if she persisted, he turned on her, and banished her from his sight for the rest of the day.

“You are ill, my lord,” said Raelin to herself, so quietly that Jandar could not hear. “And though you may not see it, there are still those that care.”

Jandar bent back over his desk, his once glorious wings now faded and drooping. The once proud general, defender of Valhalla, was gone, leaving behind this husk of despair and grief. A tear slipped silently down Raelin’s cheek, and fell to join the first on the floor.


Kelda slipped silently from the barracks and closed the door behind her, leaning against it, her eyes closed. So many wounds, so many hurts, and none that she could heal, for they were all within. Defying Jandar’s orders had left the army broken. They had served willingly under him for many years now, and many had come to know him personally. Each and every one of his soldiers had been fiercely loyal to him, ready to fight for him until the last drop of blood was gone from their veins. To stand before him, therefore, and refuse to carry out his wishes, had been a hard thing. Even more difficult than that, however, was Jandar’s reaction. In the past, if his orders were ever questioned, he would search until he found the reason why, and then do his best to fix it. But when Drake Alexander had said that deadly word, ‘no,’ Jandar had stood still for a moment, stunned. And then he had released such a stream of screams and yells as no one had ever heard from him before, least of all Kelda. He had left for his quarters, calling his faithful men deserters and spineless fools. He had allowed only Raelin to see him for four days, anyone else he shouted out before they could get the door open. After such a display, the morale of the men was not at its highest.

Kelda let out an inaudible sigh and opened her eyes. The first thing she saw was Raelin, slowly descending the steps to Jandar’s quarters, trying to stifle her tears. Kelda half ran half flew to her, and was soon by her side.

“There’s something wrong with him,” Raelin said in a partially choked voice. “He hasn’t eaten since he… he… spoke with Drake. All he talks about is how the war is lost, and now he says he will send to Utgar, telling him that he… surrenders.”

Kelda put her arm around her and comforted her as best she could, but this news troubled her heart even further.

“Kelda,” said Raelin, stopping upon the steps and turning to her, “you know as well as I what has befallen Jandar.”

Kelda knew, but said nothing.

“Every scout we sent out,” continued Raelin, in a quieter voice, “returned broken, filled with despair, all of their hope gone. Some even never came back.” Raelin paused to take a shaky breath. “Jandar is the same as they. His words are twisted, his strength sapped, his heart filled with the blackest despair.”

Kelda stared before her, knowing that what Raelin said was true. “How?” she finally asked, not moving her head, her voice bleak. Raelin did not reply.


“There’s nothing we can do, Raelin,” said Drake Alexander, commander of Valhalla’s armies. “Jandar’s orders have turned to madness, and now many of my men are beginning to act the same. Whatever foul curse this is that now holds Jandar in its power, its spreading. I wouldn’t be surprised if in a month it had taken us all.”

Raelin shuddered. “No…” she pleaded quietly, “this can’t be happening; this can’t be how it ends.”  

“Ends?” said Drake. “It hasn’t ended yet, Raelin. As long as there’s life in my men, it’s never ended.”

“But what can we do?” cried Raelin. “Our general and his army are being torn down by a force which we cannot see, much less fight.”

Drake was silent for a moment, as he stood, staring down at the grass, which was now black and withered. “I don’t know what we can do,” he finally said, looking up and facing Raelin. “Maybe there’s nothing we can do. Maybe it’s our doom to all die here, victims of an unseen curse.”

“No,” said Kelda, very quietly.

Both Drake and Raelin turned to her. They had not seen her enter the tent, as she had kept to the shadows. “What do you mean, Kelda?” asked Drake.

“There is one thing that we can do,” said Kelda, though very quietly. Her skin was ashen, and Raelin noticed that her hands trembled slightly by her sides.

“What’s wrong, Kelda?” Raelin asked, coming towards her.

Kelda rapidly backed away. “Come no closer, Raelin,” she said, her eyes telling plainly how much it pained her to say so.

Raelin stopped, slowly backing towards Drake as she realized what Kelda meant. Drake’s eyes widened as he, too, grasped the meaning of Kelda’s words.

“Kelda,” he said, “not you too.”

There were tears in Kelda’s eyes, but she brushed them away. “There is one thing we can do,” she repeated. “We can summon Vagmor.”

Both Raelin and Drake stared at her. After a moment, Drake spoke. “No,” he said, “that is one thing we cannot do. We cannot go against Jandar’s will a second time. The men are wretched enough as it is having confronted him once.”

“Then do it in secret,” said Kelda, her voice barely more than a whisper, “but we must summon him. He is the only one that can put a stop to this.”

Drake did not reply, but watched her, his mind churning. Finally, he crossed his arms. “Maybe he can, maybe he can’t, but I won’t defy Jandar again, no matter if he is half mad.”

At this, Raelin could contain herself no longer and a sob filled the tent, which she tried, unsuccessfully, to suppress.

Drake glanced over at Raelin, and then back at Kelda. “You’ll have to find someone else to do it, Kelda,” he said. “I’m sorry, but I can’t.”

Kelda nodded. “I won’t need to find someone else,” she said, her voice flat, but calm. “I know where the wellspring is.”

“Kelda!” said Drake. “Your ill, you can’t possibly summon anyone, let alone Vagmor.”

“I can, and I will,” said Kelda as sharply as her soft voice would permit. “I must,” she added, to herself.


The stones were wet and slippery. It was pitch black, and the air smelled of mold and standing water. Kelda felt her way carefully down the stone steps into the summoning chamber. Her spells would not work here, this much she knew, and she conserved her energy, rather than try to light her way. She slipped and almost fell twice, but soon felt the damp floor beneath her feet. At the same moment, the wall left her touch, leaving her disoriented in the dark. Taking small steps, so as to avoid running into unseen obstacles, she slowly made her way forwards, feeling the floor with her hands, until she felt water. She probed it, to be sure it was more than a puddle, and then, satisfied, she crouched by its edge, and, cupping her hands, drank of its waters.

At first, nothing happened, other than the strangely sweet taste of the water lingering in Kelda’s mouth.  Then, a faint prickling sensation, starting in her fingers and moving slowly up her arms, began to drive away the flaky dryness which had so recently taken hold of her skin. The tingling entered her shoulders and spread throughout her body, until it finally lodged firmly in her head, a small multicolored spark, whirling with vivid images. Ignoring these, Kelda tapped into the power temporarily granted her by the water, and stretched out her hand over the wellspring.

“Show me your light,” she whispered into the blackness. An ominous blue glow, emanating deep from within the wellspring met her words. She gazed at it, the light eerily illuminating her features. She knew what she must say next, but the words caught in her throat, and she stood still, gazing fearfully at the wellspring. Jandar had always been kind to her, at least before this dreadful sickness had taken hold of him, but if he ever found out what she was doing… she dreaded to think of the consequences, especially in his current state.

Shoving the thoughts from her mind, she summoned the words anew, and spoke over the wellspring, her words clear, if somewhat quavering. “Vagmor, I summon you. Leave your rest in the eternal shadow and see the light once again. Vagmor, kammeth framir.”

The surface of the blue waters began to bubble, lightly at first, but then more vigorously. The light swelled in brightness until Kelda could no longer look into its depths, but was forced to stumble backwards in the half light, shielding her eyes with her arms. The water began to swirl, sucking itself downwards until it formed a cone which just touched the illuminated bottom of the wellspring. It was at this point that a figure would normally have emerged, slowly forming from mist into matter above the water. However, the water continued to swirl, the cone remained in place, and the light neither dimmed nor grew. Kelda lowered her arms somewhat, fearful something was wrong.

And then, a voice, deep and amplified by some strange means, a vast power hidden within it, spoke from the depths of the wellspring. “Why do you summon me, Kelda, daughter of Cirithmir?”

Kelda, who had leapt back at the sudden sound, timidly took a step forward. “Vagmor?” she asked, her voice minute against the roaring of the waters.

“Speak,” commanded Vagmor’s voice.

Kelda straightened, though some undying fear kept her partially hunched. “Vagmor,” she whispered to the waters, “we need you. Utgar has unleashed a terrible… something, and it has taken Jandar. He is half mad, and would direct his soldiers to… to…” her voice broke off, searching for the words.

“Calm yourself, Kelda,” said Vagmor from the wellspring. “What is this devilry of which you speak?”

“We don’t know,” said Kelda, her voice gaining a little volume as she grew used to her surroundings. “It’s spreading like a plague, and we can’t stop it. Utgar sent it, that much we know. Please, Vagmor,” she pleaded, “Jandar will destroy the alliance if you don’t do something.”

“Jandar created the alliance,” said Vagmor, his voice smooth, calm, but commanding. “How could he destroy it?”

Kelda hesitated. Making up her mind, she said, “He gave Drake a command.”

“What was it?”

Again, Kelda hesitated. The command had been so unlike Jandar that it still sounded ludicrous, even to her. “He told Drake to summon the armies of the other allied generals, and lead them, without their knowing, to Utgar. Then, he and Utgar would turn on them and form an alliance and rule Valhalla together, and crush any that opposed them.”

Only for a moment was there silence from the wellspring. Then, with a great rushing of water, the light intensified, and Kelda again had to cover her eyes. In another moment, whirling above the mist as his shape took form, appeared Vagmor.

Kelda just had time to catch Vagmor’s silhouette before the light faded and she was plunged into darkness. No sound met her ears, save for the very faint dripping of water. “You have been contaminated by this darkness, Kelda?” Vagmor’s voice was softer, not as loud and commanding as it had been coming from the wellspring.

Kelda nodded, and was about to reply, realizing that Vagmor could not see her, but a sound interrupted her. It was the sound of a footstep, but it was so heavy that the words she had been about to utter died in her throat. Vagmor took another step towards her, and she felt his hot breath close to her face.

He stood there for at least five seconds, before muttering in an ominous tone, “Morker.”

“What?” breathed Kelda, her faint voice quavering.

Vagmor did not reply, but Kelda suddenly felt a faint tugging at her skin. It was not as if something was pulling at her, rather as if some force was pulling away from within. Whatever it was seemed to resist though, and Kelda’s skin began to prickle in agitation.

“Be gone, plague,” said Vagmor in a voice so low Kelda could barely understand it. The tugging ceased instantly. Vagmor took a step back.

“Now, Kelda,” he said, his voice still low and ominous, “explain to me the dealings. Why has Jandar not summoned me before this?”

Kelda felt herself blanch. She had feared this would come up. Vagmor had been sent long ago to deal with the monster Valkrill. He had engaged the demon, but had never returned. A scouting party sent after him determined that Valkrill, as he was dying, had used his power to lock Vagmor into eternal shadow, a strange prison, apart from space or time.

“Speak,” said Vagmor, his voice neither loud nor quiet.

Kelda swallowed. From what she knew of Vagmor, he would likely be able to tell if she lied, so she decided to speak the truth. “Jandar was afraid of you,” she said, “afraid of your power. He knew he could easily win the war with you on his side, but he knew also that he could never control you. When you were cast into eternal shadow, he decided to leave you there, lest you overthrew him once the war was won.”

There was silence. Kelda waited for Vagmor to speak, trembling. When he did, however, it was in the same calm voice.

“Very well. Jandar had his reason. Tell me of this darkness, Kelda. What do you know of it?”

Kelda almost sank to her knees out of relief, but managed to remain standing, staring into the blackness she assumed was Vagmor. “All we know is that it came from Utgar,” she said. “We sent scouts to determine what he was doing, but half of them never came back, and those that did arrived half insane, talking with twisted words.”

“And what of Utgar’s forces?” asked Vagmor. “Have they attacked you in your weakness?”

Kelda paused. Now that she thought of it, no reports of Utgar’s forces had reached her since Jandar was taken. Were they all blind? Utgar had withdrawn and they had been completely unaware. “No,” she said in reply, “I haven’t heard of any of their movements.”

There was silence, except for Vagmor’s heavy breathing.

“Can you help us, Vagmor?”

“A nameless fear, impenetrable, consuming all in its path. Morker. Yes, I can help you, Kelda, but you must do as I say.”

Kelda nodded, forgetting again that she was in the dark.

Vagmor seemed to have seen her motion, however, for he said, “use the wellspring to transport me to the northern edge of the Volcarren, three miles inland from the tip of Fire Peak. I will return once I am done. Until I do, do not stir from this castle. Do not go outside its walls, not even for a moment of peace, for if you do, you will be lost.”

Kelda nodded again.

“You must understand, Kelda,” said Vagmor, his voice quicker, “Morker will try to drive you from this castle, at first by subtle means, but you must not leave its walls. You must stay within the castle.”

“What is Morker?” asked Kelda, confused by Vagmor’s words.

“That knowledge is not for this time, Kelda. Now transport me, quickly.”

Confused, but trusting that Vagmor knew of what he spoke, Kelda stretched her hand out towards that wellspring and recited the incantation that Vagmor spoke for her. Once again, the waters glowed blue and swirled downwards, and then, the chamber was empty, save for Vagmor’s lingering words, “You must stay within the castle.


“What have you done, Kelda?” Jandar’s words stopped Kelda where she stood, one hand still on the half closed door to the summoning chamber. Jandar’s voice was quiet, and as yet held no malice, but Kelda knew he was angry with her. Fearfully, she slowly lifted her head to his eyes, his piercing blue eyes, which now burned with wrath. She had never seen him so angry, and the sight frightened her.

“You think to use my wellspring without my knowledge?” asked Jandar, his voice still quiet and smooth, but deadly nonetheless. “I knew what you were about the moment you touched your lips to its waters. Now tell me, Kelda, who have you summoned?”

Kelda could not bear to look at Jandar any longer, his suppressed wrath was overwhelming. She bowed her head. She dared not lie to Jandar, not after what she had just done. Summoning all her courage, she said in a quavering voice which was barely more than a whisper, “Vagmor.”

There was silence in the hall in which they stood for nearly a minute. Jandar stood completely motionless, staring at Kelda as if she were Utgar herself, and Kelda remained looking at the floor, trembling for what she knew was about to come. And then Jandar’s wrath broke.

His voice was quiet at first, but gained volume with each passing sentence. “You summoned Vagmor, Kelda?” he said, his voice quavering with anger. “Do you not know that I forbade him to enter Valhalla again? Do you not know his power? Answer me!”

“Yes,” said Kelda, the words barely escaping her.

“Is it not enough that my men have deserted me? Must you defy me as well? Is my judgment not good enough that you must take matters into your own hands?”

Kelda shook her head, unable to speak.

“All of Valhalla is turned against me!” thundered Jandar, more to anyone who could hear him than to Kelda. “My army refuses to follow my orders, and now even my own kin attempt to usurp my rule from under me. What is this madness that has seized the land?” He turned back to Kelda, his eyes burning. She caught his gaze, and he held her there, unable to move, against the door. “You have all joined with Utgar,” he said. “You have all conspired with him against me.” He took one or two rapid breaths before continuing. “Well no longer will your treacherous kind walk about my lands free. I have heard the last of your sly whisperings in my ear. Deep in the lowest dungeon will you lie, Kelda, where neither Utgar nor anyone else will ever find you.”

With this, Jandar took a step towards Kelda, his arm outstretched. Kelda shrank against the door, closing it as she fell against it, her eyes wide with terror. At the last moment, however, Drake stepped before her, barring her from Jandar.

“Have you forgotten the laws that you yourself laid down, Jandar?” he asked, his voice even. “You said that if one be sick, or in need of aid, that person shall never be set in prison as long as the condition persists. Kelda is ill, and you will throw her into no cell.”

Jandar took a step back, resuming his position. A maniacal smile spread across his face. Spreading his arms wide, he laughed, and said to the arched ceiling high overhead, “Even my most trusted general is turned against me. Even in my own house I have no power.” He then turned to Drake, the smile still in place. “Very well, Drake. You insist on refusing to carry out my orders? You defend those that would topple me? Then go and join your true general and leader. Go to Utgar, and offer him your service, for I have no need of men that have no courage to carry out their lord’s will. I banish you from my lands, Drake. See that when you return, you fly your true colors, under the red banner of Utgar. Go.”

Drake remained motionless, his arms folded, his eyes fixed on Jandar. In that moment, he realized that this kyrie before him was not his beloved general, the one that he would follow to the end. That Jandar was hidden, his face veiled by this insanity.

“Go!” thundered Jandar, his voice murderous.

Drake turned, and, without a word, lifted Kelda to her feet. He then turned back to Jandar, and walked resolutely past him, his eyes fixed ahead, Kelda following him. The Jandar they both loved and trusted was no more.


Vagmor opened his eyes. A harsh wind smote him in the face, laden with dust and ash, but it might have been the breath of a kitten for all the notice he took of it. The cracked earth of the Volcarren, usually red and brown, was now black, laden with layers of gray ash. The sky was a dark gray, laced with red, and ash fell from it as snow. Vagmor looked out over the desolate place. The fissures in the earth, usually filled with running lava, now were silent. The air, commonly broken by the regular eruption of volcanoes, was now as quiet as death itself. The falling ash made the only noise, a soft sound, as of distant water. A sound that, in this place, could quickly drive one mad.

“Morker,” Vagmor muttered. The hostile word rolled from his tongue, anxious to leave as he spat it out. He took a step forwards, and his foot sank in three feet of ash. Undeterred, he took another step, and fell in similar depth. As he stood there, in ash above his knees, he realized that he would never reach his destination in time. Therefore, he cast a spell, and soon felt himself rise above the ash. He took a step forward, but his foot did not sink. A smile would have crossed his face had he had one. He would confront this evil soon enough.


“Drake,” pleaded Kelda, “you cannot leave. Vagmor said we would be lost if we left the city.”

Drake turned to her, a harness in his hands. “Where do my loyalties lie, Kelda? With Jandar or with Vagmor?”

“It is not Jandar that banished you, Drake. It is to that Jandar that you are loyal, as is Vagmor.”

Drake turned back and began saddling his horse, a chestnut with two white feet. “Jandar may be blinded to all about him, Kelda,” he said, “but I feel he knows what he says.”

“Then he at least knows not why,” said Kelda, searching desperately for anything to keep Drake within the city.

Drake turned to her once more. “I have defied my general twice already, Kelda, I cannot do so a third time. We can only pray that Vagmor will succeed in his mission and Jandar will call me back once his senses return.”

“Drake…” pleaded Kelda, but Drake turned away.

“I cannot do what you ask, Kelda. I’m sorry.” Drake swiftly mounted his horse, and with a last look at Kelda, rode from the stables, many of his belongings strapped behind him. Kelda watched him go, her eyes dry, but a terrible sadness in her heart.

“Kelda,” the word was spoken softly, and Kelda turned to see Raelin come in a side door. “Kelda,” she said again, “Jandar has commanded that… that you be taken to the dungeons for… for disobeying his word.”

Kelda nodded; she had expected this. She stood and walked towards the door which Raelin held open for her. “Raelin, she said, turning towards her. “Vagmor told me that we must not leave the castle for anything, but Drake won’t defy Jandar, not again. He might listen to you, though.”

Raelin met her eyes and nodded. “I’ll ask him,” she said.

Kelda thanked her and added, “Do not try to release me. I feel this curse in me once again, and it is likely that I will be better in a dungeon, where I can do no harm.”

Raelin nodded a second time, this time with tears in her eyes. “Vagmor will end the plague,” she said. “I know it.”


Vagmor stumbled and fell to one knee. He could have easily gotten back up, but he remained there. Something was wrong. He had never stumbled before, not even in the Underdark, where no light penetrated. Glancing down at his armor, he saw that the biting wind had begun to wear it away, scratching into the delicately carved lines and curves. That was something else that was wrong, his armor was enchanted, no mere wind could erase it. “Be gone, Morker,” he said in his mind, infusing the thought with power. An echoing laugh was all that met him.

“You leave me, and I will leave you.” The voice was slippery and smooth, coated in oil and dripping with venom.

Vagmor recoiled at the sound, though it was only in his mind. “You know not what you are meddling in, snake,” he said, his voice flat, but still powerful. “Leave this land and its people alone. Go hide in the caverns where you belong.”

More silken laughter met his mind. “No, Vagmor, I do not belong in the caves, the muck, the dampness. I belong here, with people, with you. You will realize it before you die, I’m sure.”

“Fool,” stated Vagmor. “I cannot die.” With these thoughts, he rose to his feet and continued to press on, driving straight into the tearing wind which fought so desperately to drive him back.

Morker kept up a constant whispering in his head, enough to drive him insane, but Vagmor brushed his voice aside and did not stop. He had beaten this foul thing before, and he would do it again.


“Drake!”

Drake halted his horse instantly and turned in the saddle, waiting for Raelin to catch up. She flew to him and landed by his side, looking up at him. “Drake,” she said again, “you cannot leave. Kelda told me what Vagmor said, and if he speaks the truth, you cannot leave this place.”

“Vagmor always speaks the truth,” said Drake, “but I must leave this place. Jandar wishes me to go to Utgar, so I will, and drive my sword right through his black heart. With any luck, I may end this terrible plague and free Jandar’s mind.”

“But Drake,” said Raelin, “Vagmor said…”

“Blast Vagmor!” said Drake. “We have no way of knowing what he is doing, and no way of knowing if he will succeed. It’s better to have two going at Utgar than one.”

Raelin took a step back, looking at Drake. Slowly, her eyes traveled over his face, and then down to his hands, which were slowly turning gray. Behind his eyes burned a feverish fire, the same fire that now tormented Jandar. “Drake, please… don’t go,” whispered Raelin, just loud enough for him to hear.

“I must,” said Drake, his eyes softening.

“Indeed,” said Jandar’s imperious voice, as he landed beside them. “And you, Raelin, shall not attempt to sway him from for once following my orders, lest I send you to join Kelda.”

Drake stiffened in his saddle.

“Now go,” said Jandar. “Be gone Raelin. If you try to undermine me as has Kelda, your punishment may be more severe than hers.” When Raelin did not move, Jandar shot out an arm and grasped her by the shoulder, seeking to fling her away. His motion was halted, however, by the rasping of Drake’s sword against its sheath.

“You will not touch her,” said Drake, tensely dropping to the ground, his sword held firmly in his right hand. His eyes blazed both with anger and fever, and they bore into Jandar with a gaze that he returned with venomous hatred.

“So it has come to this,” said Jandar in a musing voice. “Blows at last…” With these words, he drew his own long two-handed sword from where it was strapped cleverly to his back, and released Raelin, facing Drake. Raelin quickly backed away, looking fearfully from Jandar to Drake, both of which were now crouched, circling each other like mad dogs ready for the kill.


With the sound that accompanies a small building collapsing, Vagmor crashed to the ground. His enchantment gone, he rapidly sank into the ash, and it poured in over him, blocking him from the already dark world. “Give up?” asked Morker.

Vagmor did not respond, but summoning the power within him, blasted the ash away. He rose to one knee, and then to the other, and raised his head to look before him. There, rising ever upwards and fading into the dark clouds above, was the gigantic mountain that was Utgar’s fortress. He was close, he couldn’t give up now.

Give up. The thought had never before entered his mind. Vagmor looked down at his metal gloves, now worn thin from the wind. What was happening to him? His armor was impenetrable, his mind unwavering, his strength unmatched. What force would rob him of all three? Morker’s laughter echoed in his head. Summoning his strength, Vagmor rose to his feet, and began to climb the face of the mountain.

“You, Vagmor, climbing? You disappoint me. I would have expected something more… spectacular from you.”

Vagmor stopped. What was he doing? He was no man to climb a mountain, nor was he kyrie to fly over it. He was Vagmor, unhesitating, undying, unyielding. He stepped back and pressed his hand against the mountain. With a thunderous boom, the entire side of the volcano came crashing down, burying Vagmor in a cloud of thick dust.


With an insane yell, Jandar leapt at Drake, whirling his blade wildly. Drake prudently took a step back, allowing Jandar to waste much of his momentum, and dealt him a blow with his hilt which forced him downwards, where he landed, sprawled in the dirt. Drake turned and waited for Jandar to get up.

The Valkyrie rose in an instant, and swung his sword at Drake. Drake flung his own up, and met the massive blade, but the impact traveled through the steel and into his arms, jarring him. He momentarily lost his grip and sank to one knee, struggling to keep Jandar at bay.

“Fool!” yelled Jandar. “I’m a Valkyrie, not some pitiless orc. You should have thought of that before you refused to follow my orders.”

“No one in their right mind would do as you had asked,” Drake shouted back, still struggling against Jandar’s strength.

“No one in their right mind would dare to refuse them either,” Jandar hissed back. He then lifted his sword and kicked Drake before he could reply, rolling him over in the dust. Then, as Drake still lay on the ground, he raised his sword high above his head and prepared to strike him down.

“No!” Raelin rushed before Jandar, trying to stay his sword. Jandar turned, and flung her to the ground with a fist. He then turned back to Drake, but Drake was by now on his feet, his sword back in his hand. Seeing Raelin upon the ground, not moving, he rushed at Jandar, his sword held ready. Jandar prepared to meet his blow with one of his own, and their blades clashed, ringing throughout the castle.


With a heave, Vagmor flung aside the last of the heavy doors to Utgar’s chambers and went inside, tearing down the black hangings that he found in his way. An overpowering stench met him, which he sensed, rather than smelled, accompanied by a sinister hissing.

The stench he had found all throughout Utgar’s ruined fortress. Orcs and kyrie lay together, their blood mingling, their hands still at each others throats even in death. Buildings had been toppled as dragons fell, battling with their own, and everywhere lay a thick layer of dust from the fallen stones. Blood ran like rivers in the streets, pooling where it met and lending a red hue to everything. Vagmor had come across Utgar’s axe, imbedded deeply in the heart of Mimring, who lay sprawled across several doorways, crushing the bodies of orcs beneath him. He had passed on, going deeper into the destruction, searching, until he found what he sought, and what now lay before him: Utgar.

Utgar sat, rigid, lifeless, in his throne of black, his arms open, his head tilted back, his eyes wide. A mindless grin was fixed upon his face, and all about him, destruction reigned. Hangings were torn to shreds, orcs and kyrie lay in piles at his feet, various limbs missing, and Runa lay, dead, against a far wall, a trail of blood suggesting that she had been thrown there. Taelord’s sword rested, still standing, sunk into the chest of Moltenclaw, and Taelord himself, minus his head, lay in a grotesque position slumped against Utgar’s throne.

Utgar himself had already begun to rot, and bits of skin had flaked away, showing bones beneath. But what had caught Vagmor’s attention and held it was the gaping hole where Utgar’s chest had once been. As if he had been blown apart from the inside, Utgar’s skin was ripped to shreds about the hole, and his ribs were scattered every which way. And residing within the hole, frothing silently in its own vapor, was Morker, the source of the black plague.

Morker had no shape, but was rather concentrated smoke, tinted black, sending tendrils of darkness out of Utgar to all parts of his fortress, and now, Valhalla. Disgusted at what he saw, Vagmor raised his hand, his palm facing Morker, and thundered in a voice as old as the peaks overhead, “Vatra gatt!”

Hissing was the only sound that met his ears. That, and Morker’s laughter in his head.


Drake’s sword came down, and a spatter of blood met it, dying his face red. He blinked his eyes to keep them clear, and readied his sword for another strike. Behind him, the sound of the guns of his men filled the air, their bullets mercilessly ripping through kyrie flesh. Jandar and Drake clashed again, locked, and then fell apart. Jandar could not wound Drake, such was his skill, and Drake wouldn’t if he could have. About them, chaos reigned.

A battalion of knights, led by Sir Gilbert, clashed with the full force of Finn’s Vikings. Thorgrim stood in place, hacking at any foe that came within reach. The Templar Knights, most of them without horses, stayed together, slicing as they were assaulted by elementals. Kumiko, silent assassin that she was, slipped through the giant fray, killing who she pleased, and sparing those she trusted, which were, unfortunately, very few. The whole of Jandar’s once grand army was occupied in destroying itself.

The battle between Drake and Jandar had been the breaking point for the men. Some had tried to pull them apart, fearing for Jandar’s life, but others had stopped them, feeling that Jandar could not be saved, and must be destroyed before he destroyed them. The situation had rapidly disintegrated, with those loyal to Jandar pitched against those loyal to him as he once was. And now, fed subtly by the plague that was in all of their veins, the men fought each other, barely knowing why.

Raelin, stunned by the blow Jandar had given her, was now flying far above the battle, desperately trying to convince Nilfeim not to strike down Drake. Concan had joined her, though his pleas were slightly less heart-felt than hers. Nilfeim, however, saw only his master in danger, and strove to get a clear shot at Drake. Raelin, determined to not let this happen, followed Nilfeim’s head so that she was always before him. He would not strike her, this much she knew, though his temper was rising quickly.

A volley of musket fire broke into the mass of Vikings, leveling many of them. Finn turned, and, signaling to his remaining men, charged the ranks of the 4th Massachusetts Line. Another volley, and Finn went down.

Sir Gilbert had engaged Kumiko, and was dealing her blow after blow, each of which she barely managed to block. With each swing of his sword, he denounced her as a skulking coward, traitorously slipping a knife into her enemy’s back when their face was turned. Kumiko remained silent, but dueled him all the fiercer.

Jandar and Drake clashed for what seemed to be the thousandth time. They tangled briefly, and then broke apart, each unable to strike the other. “You cannot win this fight,” said Jandar, eyeing Drake with a crazed look.

“Neither can you,” replied Drake shortly, his skin burning with plague. He doubted the veracity of his words, however, for he felt sweat coating the hilt of his sword, and his hand was beginning to shake.

“Oh, but I think I can,” said Jandar, the same idiotic smile creeping back onto his face. “You forget, Drake, that I am a Valkyrie.”

Drake froze. He had, remarkably, forgotten. He rolled just as the earth opened up below him, and improvising quickly, shot his grapple gun at Jandar. The metal arm knocked Jandar flat, and Drake thought he heard a wing snap as the kyrie struck the ground. Jandar bounded back up in an instant though, and kicked Drake to the ground, holding him there with his sword.

“This duel is over,” he said, all trace of a smile gone.


Vagmor slowly lowered his hand, his eyes fixed on the black steam that was Morker. “You say I cannot kill you, Vagmor,” laughed Morker’s voice in his head, “but you cannot destroy me either. I hold too much of Valhalla in my grasp.”

Vagmor did not reply, but remained looking at the ruined corpse of Utgar. Something here was not right. None of Utgar’s soldiers had begun to decay, only Utgar himself. And judging by the state he was in, Vagmor surmised that he must have been dead nearly a month. So then, Utgar had died first, and then his soldiers had followed. “What have you done, Morker?” asked Vagmor in his head.

Morker laughed. “What have I done? What have I always done, Vagmor? You’ve found me enough times to know what I am, and what I do. Yes, I have always been the same, Valkrill, Utgar, call me what you will. Answer your question yourself.”

Vagmor would have closed his eyes if he had any. So this was the answer to all the riddles. Vagmor had suspected something similar, but never this.

“You know, don’t you,” whispered Morker in his head, “what I am? Jandar has fought me for the better part of his life. Ullar has always sensed me in his forests. Einar sensed me, and tried to drive me from his halls, though he never fully succeeded. Vydar entertained parts of me, while ignoring the rest. Only Utgar recognized me for what I was, for I had always been with him. He saw my potential, though I must admit I kept the full consequences from him. He made Valkrill for me, and for a time, all was well. But then you came along, and had to spoil everything. You ruined Valkrill for me, and I had to go back to Utgar. However, things had changed in my absence. Utgar had begun to grow; Taelord and the others had sensed it. I tried to return to my old haunts, but they were unfamiliar to me. Finally, Utgar could contain me no longer. One of us would have to triumph over the other. Naturally, he was no match for my might, and the result you see before you.”

Vagmor’s mind was churning with the information he had received. It all made sense now. And he was powerless to stop it.

Morker’s voice laughed again in his head, reciting an ancient line, one that Vagmor had only heard once before in its entirety. “A nameless fear, impenetrable, consuming all in its path. A dark terror that drains the hope and comfort from all about it; an unnamed death, lurking in the heart of every living thing. It is I, this black plague, which has been set lose from its natural bonds. It is this dark disease that now ventures out from where it first gained its freedom, seeking to consume all, every living thing, until only it is left, and the void of my emptiness is completed.” Morker laughed again. “Very soon, Vagmor, very soon Valhalla will be mine. And then I will take you too.”

“No,” said Vagmor. “There are those that will oppose you always.”

“Jandar?” mocked Morker. “Here is your Jandar…”

An image flooded Vagmor’s mind: Jandar’s quarters, as he had once known them. Jandar, his skin withered and black, lay upon his death bed, Raelin weeping by his side. From out of the open window, Vagmor could clearly see the courtyard littered with the bodies of Jandar’s men, either slain or fallen to the unseen plague. The scene looked very similar to Utgar’s fortress. “You think Jandar can oppose me?” asked Morker. “He is but a wisp, as easily blown away as a trail of smoke. You have seen how easily I overcame Utgar, powerful though he was.”

Vagmor could stand no more. “By the power granted me,” he thundered, “I banish your very existence from the universe!”

Morker only laughed.

Vagmor stumbled back, his power drained. Morker was right, he could not destroy him. “Why, Morker, why? You know I could easily destroy Utgar or Valkrill.”

“Why must you fail now, Vagmor? I think you know the answer to that. I was born in Utgar, a little spark, a small flame. I was merely a thought. He nurtured me, poured his very being into me. When the war came, he fed me all the misery and suffering heaped upon him, and I grew. He gave me a mind, Vagmor, until I could think for myself. I fed off of the magics coursing in his veins, and I began to speak to him, subtly at first, but then more and more boldly. He gave me a form, in his mind, an insatiable hunger for quiet, the kind of quiet that only comes with the grave, the end of all things. As his strength waned, mine grew, and our places shifted. I drove him on, instead of him driving me. I drove him to crush Jandar and his puppets, to wipe them from the face of the earth. And then, as I have already told you, Utgar created Valkrill. In my absence though, Utgar began to see what destruction I had wrought, and he began to become afraid. He began to call back his minions, release his prisoners. When I tried to return to him, where I had been created, his mind was hostile to me. I could not live there, and I burst out, consuming Utgar, my maker, as I did so.

“But now you see, Vagmor, I don’t need Utgar any longer. His desire for destruction, his wish to kill, that is me, I am his will, and I can exist on my own, such is my strength. I am too strong for you to kill. I now sit here, slowly draining the life from Valhalla. When I am full, this land will be no more, and I will move on to more fertile grounds.”

Vagmor slumped against the dead body of Taelord. Morker was right. Even he, Vagmor, could feel the darkness of Morker slowly clouding his vision. Valhalla was lost. All would perish to this plague, unless…


“My lord, the duel is not over.” Sir Denrick’s blade clashed against Jandar’s.

“More traitors!” Jandar yelled, turning to Denrick. The two of them exchanged blows for a few minutes, but Denrick was no match for the skill of Jandar, and he quickly fell, his head cloven in two. Drake, however, had had enough time to recover himself and get a firmer grip on his sword, and now stood ready to face Jandar once again. Jandar rushed at him, his left wing trailing pitifully on the ground, but before he could reach him, something large and white thudded to the ground between them.

Stop.

Both Drake and Jandar lay on their backs, staring up at the massive form of Nilfeim. Raelin fluttered down, anxiously watching Drake. Concan hung just out of reach of Jandar’s blade, should he consider turning on him as well.

You are both half mad,” said Nilfeim, “and if you would but pause in your senseless dealings for a moment, you would see this. Look about you, Jandar. Your armies clash against each other, tearing each other to shreds. Drake, these men look up to you. Command them to stop. This plague, this sickness, this is what it wants. Do you intend to humor it, or fight it?

Both Drake and Jandar got up shakily. Raelin flew instantly to Drake’s side and helped him up, and Concan warily approached Jandar. Nilfeim remained between them, swinging his head from side to side, scrutinizing each one in turn with his hard blue eyes.

Drake slid his sword into his sheath, and waited for Jandar to do the same. Jandar, however, remained where he was, staring up at Nilfeim with an odd expression on his face. Drake saw in an instant what was coming. Jandar was too far gone to heed Nilfeim’s words, and in one motion, he swung his sword at the white dragon’s neck.


Pain seared across Vagmor’s body, but he did not withdraw his hands. Cautiously, he probed the center of the blackness within Utgar. He felt nothing but thick mist, but he cupped this in his hands, drawing it out. The mist was hot in his hands and throbbed as if it had a heart. Vagmor closed his glove on the smoke and left the room.

“You cannot kill me, Vagmor,” said Morker, though all trace of laughter was now gone from his voice.

“No?” said Vagmor. “Shall we find out?”

“No spell you know of can end me,” persisted Morker, but Vagmor did not stop. “You can hurtle me from the highest cliff, but I shall survive.”

Vagmor paid no heed to Morker’s whispered words, but rather hid his mind from him. Morker tried to break through, to see his darkest thought, but he could not. Therefore, he turned to other, more natural, means. It was this that Vagmor had been hoping for.

Vagmor’s glove was entirely melted by the time he exited Utgar’s fortress. Morker began to seep into Vagmor’s strange matter. He found it difficult to enter Vagmor, due to the fact that he was not human or kyrie or any other species that he had encountered before, but he managed it. He flowed into Vagmor like a thick syrup, diluting him, and spreading his curse throughout his strange body.

“No… no… You can’t do this Vagmor!” said Morker, sensing at last his enemy’s thoughts. “Think, think of what you could do with me.”

“I’ve done plenty with you already, Morker,” said Vagmor, even as he felt the plague begin to cloud his mind. “All of which,” he added, “apparently wasn’t enough.”

Vagmor stopped, and Morker saw through his eyes the crater of the volcano upon which Utgar’s fortress sat. Only here, in all of the Volcarren, lava still flowed. And still, it appeared to be but a faint trickle from this height. Vagmor raised his hand, and a shimmering portal appeared before him. “Kelda,” he said, speaking to the portal. The flat disk shone and contracted, and then remained steady. Kelda appeared within its depths, seated on a hard floor. She looked up, surprised, and Vagmor saw that her face was spotted gray.

“Kelda,” he said, his breathing becoming difficult as he fought Morker, “I will not be able to return. You will know when the plague has left you. When that happens, you may leave the castle, but no one is to approach the Volcarren for at least a year. When you do, do not do so alone. Evil still brews here.”

“Vagmor,” said Kelda, rising. “What… What do you mean you won’t return?”

“You will understand, Kelda,” said Vagmor. “Someday you will understand why.”

Kelda’s eyes widened. “Vagmor, no…no!”

Vagmor nodded his head once at her, and then fell, falling towards the shimmering ribbon of lava far below.

“You mindless fool!” spat Morker as he fell. “Think of the things you could have done.”

“I did,” replied Vagmor. “You were made by Utgar, and you must inhabit a living thing to spread your evil. You need a tool, like anyone else. However, once in that living thing, separating yourself from him is not such an easy task. And if that vessel is destroyed with you in it, you, too, are killed. Utgar himself placed you in Valkrill. I didn’t kill Valkrill, but his body was weak enough for you to flee it on your own when you banished me. You overwhelmed Utgar, and thus freed yourself, but you cannot escape me. I am the prison meant for but one purpose, to contain you.”

“NO!” shrieked Morker, but his cry was interrupted as Vagmor struck the lava.


With a clash of steel, Drake met Jandar’s blade. Nilfeim reared backwards, snorting, as he realized what Jandar had nearly done. No words came from Jandar now. Instead, he dueled Drake with a strength that was not his own. Drake was only just able to block blow after blow, but he was forced to back up constantly, losing ground with each step. And the more ground he lost, the closer he came to the gate to the city.

Concan, infected with the disease as he was, flew to Drake’s aid in beating back Jandar’s furious assault, but he was little help. In a stunning move, Jandar flipped his sword around, wrenching Drake’s sword from his grasp and knocking Concan to the ground at the same time. Jandar easily whirled his blade upwards and held it with both hands above his head, its tip pointed at Drake’s chest. Concan struggled to get up, but he was not fast enough. Jandar planted a foot on Drake’s chest and drove his blade downwards.


In that moment, Morker, far, far away, seething in Vagmor’s body, felt the heat of the lava consume his enemy, the one upon which he depended for his life.


With the force of a dragon’s wing shoving air from beneath him, Jandar was grasped from behind and pulled to the ground. He hit it heavily, and his other wing broke, his sword clattering out of his hand. Kelda stepped before him, and lowered her spear to his throat. Jandar, however, made no move to get up. As she watched him, Kelda saw the insane light in Jandar’s eye go out, and the grayness slowly leave his skin. She looked down at her own hand, and saw the same effect. She slowly raised her spear.

Drake sheathed his sword a second time and approached Jandar, still wary. Jandar blinked his eyes as he looked at him, as if he were waking up from a particularly sound sleep.

“Drake?” he said, his voice cautious, and not the loud rumble it had been. Drake did not reply, but merely nodded at him.

“Are you all right?” asked Kelda, helping Jandar to sit up.

“Aside from an ache in my head, and a weariness in my arms,” said Jandar, glancing at Drake, “I believe I will be fine.” He then leapt into the air, his wings newly mended by Kelda, and, thundering out over his capital, said, “My friends! Cease your battles, for we fight our allies! The plague is gone; that which Utgar sent has been defeated!”

Silence slowly fell over the milling army as Jandar floated back to earth, and they realized that the curse had left them. Jandar retrieved his sword from where it had fallen on the ground, and sheathed it. “Come,” he said. “There are wounds to heal, hurts to forgive. Let us mend them now before they become scars, both on men and this land.”

Drake knelt before Jandar, his head bowed. “Forgive me for my words earlier,” he said, “I believed them to be necessary. You have my loyalty.”

“My friend,” said Jandar, raising him to his feet. He looked steadily into Drake’s eyes. “…I never lost it.”

A tear slipped silently down Raelin’s cheek. It fell to the ground, silent, but it was a tear of happiness. Utgar’s terrible plague, his awful wrath which had assumed a form of its own, was gone. Her general was back.

Warmheart

A tale of Milgol Ironwill and his nemesis

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“Migol! Here!” Gador gave the slab another shove, but it remained motionless. The rock was too heavy.

“Help me!” he cried. Some more rock fell from the ceiling, narrowly missing Gador’s head. He barely noticed it.

Migol arrived, slamming into the hunk of rock that Gador was trying to move. There was a grinding of stone on stone, but still the slab refused to move. A tongue of flame in the room beyond leapt high for a brief moment, and Gador saw Migol’s face in shadowy relief. He was scared. They both were. If Milda was in that room…

Just thinking about Milda gave Gador an extra burst of energy. With one gargantuan surge of strength, he pushed against the stone with all his might, a yell of desperation escaping him as his muscles strained. There was a deep grinding, a sudden shutter, and the stone fell in backwards, landing with an ominous thud of finality.

Migol was in the room instantly. “Milda?” he turned on the spot, searching the dust-ridden air.

Gador staggered in behind him, his entire body weakened from his exertion. He was nearly ready to topple over in exhaustion, but he forced himself to stand as best he could, and examine the room. He prayed that he wouldn’t find anything, and his prayers were answered; Migol found her instead.

“Here!” he cried, lunging through the clouds of dust that billowed in the room. Gador stumbled after him, slipped on something, and fell to the floor with a crash.

It took him a moment to collect himself. When he did, he noticed that he was lying in something wet. He spat the substance out of his beard, and tasted the horrible metallic taste he had been dreading: blood. Dwarf blood.

Gador struggled to his feet and found Migol a short ways away, crouched over a small figure. Gador felt his heart give a small stutter of fear. No… surely not…

As if with a mind of their own, his legs carried him forward, and then dropped him to his knees by Migol’s side. And there his worst fears were realized.

Migol was holding the body in his arms, tears splashing onto her still face, her glassy eyes staring past him, fixed on a point that was no longer there. “Milda,” he whispered, his tears choking his voice. “Milda… Milda…”

Gador was beyond tears or speech. He only felt numb. It struck him as wrong; he should feel something. But all he felt as he stared at his sister’s face was a blank emptiness. There was a void in his mind where Milda had once been.

Gador’s eyes traveled over his sister’s body, the blood still slowly seeping from her wounds, her pallid face which had once been so warm, and fixed on the wall behind her. There was something there: a faint smudge of soot, perhaps. But it was too regular, too defined. Gador leaned closer, struggling to see through the dust…

The imprint of a hand, outlined in a cloud of black. The ink and ashes still warm on the wall.

Gador drew back violently, sucking his breath in as only one word raced through his mind: “Blackhand!”

He must have spoken the name out loud, for Migol looked up and saw the mark upon the wall too. His visage went from sorrow to rage faster than a falling boulder. “Blackhand!” he thundered, leaping to his feet. “They have done this! Those cowardly drimgalams! They dare not confront us openly, so they send The Night Wind to strike behind our backs. To strike at our families! At… At…” Migol sank to his knees, subsiding into grief. He could not finish.

Gador rested his hand on Milda’s face, and gently closed her eyes. The void within him was beginning to fill, but not with what it had once held. Rage was beginning to course through him. As he stared at the terrible symbol upon the wall, fury took him, slowly, surely. Gador welcomed it.

“They must pay,” he said, the quietness in his voice surprising him. “The Blackhand must answer for what they have done.”

Migol was silent now, his tears gone, but he did not reply.

“The Night Wind has slain our sister in her very home! We must end this.”

“No,” Migol said. His voice was so controlled, and yet so forceful, that Gador’s rage cooled instantly. Migol always had that effect on him. He was a natural leader. “I know the Night Wind,” Migol said. “We have met before. I will end this. But you,” he turned to Gador, his face burning with suppressed wrath, “you must keep our families safe. The Blackhand have grown strong indeed to strike us here: you must keep the watch. Let none slip by.”

Gador grasped Migol’s arm. “There are others to guard the gates. I can come with you.” He looked at Milda’s face. “I must come with you.”

“No,” Migol said, gently this time. “This is my fight. I am head of the house. This is not your battle.”

Gador felt his rage returning. “It became my battle when The Night Wind entered this place. It became my fight when she drew her blades, and used them to snuff out the brightest light in my life. This is my fight, Migol, and I will see The Night Wind dead by my hand.”

Migol stood. “Your death cannot be by my word. I am the elder brother. You will stay.”

As Migol turned and disappeared into the dust once more, Gador pressed his face to Milda’s, his eyes closed. “I promise you, sister: I will find The Night Wind, even if it means defying my brother. I will hunt her down and slay her, even as she has slain you. You will be avenged.”


“I take none with me. Their absence will be discovered if I do.”

Your absence will be discovered, Migol,” Forun said. “You’re the head of the house. They will know if you disappear.”

“I will spread about the rumor that I am mourning. It is what would be expected.”

Forun put a hand on Migol’s shoulder. “It is expected, friend. Do not pursue this course. Mourn your sister; that is right.”

Migol raised his eyes to Forun’s face. “I do mourn Milda. Do not mistake my words for anything else.”

“This is not how she would have wanted to be remembered.”

Migol looked at Forun for a space before replying. “I have to do this. The Night Wind has to be stopped, otherwise we may soon have to mourn another.”

Gador had heard enough. He leaned forward across the table the three of them were sitting at. “Migol’s right, Forun. She has to be stopped. She will kill, and continue to kill, unless she is put in her place.”

Migol glanced at Gador. “And your place,” he said, “is by the gate. No one gets through. You are not to go with me; I have already lost a sister. I do not intend to lose a brother as well.”

Gador looked at Migol, not replying. They both knew what the other was thinking.

“Yes, brother,” he said at length, dropping his eyes. “I will stay.”

“Then I must go,” Migol said, standing. “I must find The Night Wind before she reaches the walls of Blackhand, or all will be lost.”

“Winds at your back, friend,” Forun said.

“Expect me on the last day of Sun’s Fall,” Migol said. “If I have not returned… then you know my fate.”

Gador watched as his brother turned and left, exiting the place where they sat. Forun glanced at him. “I know what you’re thinking,” he said.

Gador’s eyes didn’t leave the doorway where his brother had disappeared. “You’d be a fool if you didn’t,” he muttered. “I mean to follow him. She was my sister as well.”

Forun sat down, a concerned look on his face. “It’s not what she would have wanted,” he said. “I knew Milda well. Always caring, the most cheerful and heart-warming creature I ever saw.”

Gador smiled despite himself. Every dwarf gained a second name when they came of age, and that had been hers: Milda Warmheart. How appropriate it had been.

Forun put his hand on Gador’s shoulder, perhaps to make sure he was listening. “She loved life. You know she did. Paled at the slightest mention of death. Why, I remember it took her years before she’d even eat meat. Insisted on living off of beans. She wouldn’t have wanted this, Gador. It’s bad enough that Migol has gone off to kill The Night Wind before the ashes are cold, but to have both her brothers go? No, Gador. She would not have wanted that, I know.”

Gador closed his eyes and sighed. “There are some decisions that we must make,” he said. “And then there are others that are made for us. I must do this. I follow my brother.”


The family of Blackhand had been at war with Migol’s clan for years. Until now, the war had always been firmly political, the violence being limited to scuffles in the tunnels and minor death threats. It seemed that now, things had finally escalated. Milda Warmheart had been the sister of the varagt, the clan leader. Her death showed that the Blackhand was not afraid to aim high.  

This was one of the reasons that Gador stuck closely to the shadows as he followed his brother, Migol. The other reason, of course, was that he knew the kind of rage Migol was capable of. He preferred to save that until after The Night Wind was dead.

The Night Wind was not easy to track, and not only because no one knew her true name. Everyone was scared stiff of her and refused to talk, even if they knew something. She had never been seen, never been caught, and never, ever been survived by one of her targets.  And she was the Blackhand’s to command. Anger them, and you were as good as dead. And with the death of Milda, everyone knew it.

How Migol had gotten his information therefore, Gador would never know. He had walked into a tavern serving as a front for a Blackhand listening post, and walked out half an hour later. Now he was in one of the West Tunnels, making for the fortress of Uldamor, Gador behind him, unseen.

Gador was uneasy in the long tunnel, and for good reason. They made excellent locations to murder someone. The tunnel was long, and with the war, someone used it only once a week, or less. No screams would be heard, no body found, until it was too late.

Migol apparently did not share his concern. He had been walking for nearly two hours, his pace never varying from a fast trot. When he suddenly stopped and stood perfectly still, therefore, Gador knew something was wrong. It didn’t take him long to find out what.

Gador had just drawn his axe when a black shadow seemed to hurdle out of the tunnel wall itself, and collide with Migol. The two dwarves tumbled across the floor, fighting savagely.

As Gador leapt from the shadows to intervene, he could see that the assassin held a long dagger, and was repeatedly trying to plunge it into Migol’s chest. Migol had no weapon drawn, but he was still able to block the assassin’s every blow with his arms.

Gador leapt to the battle, his axe raised, the war cry of the Felgar echoing off the tunnel walls. The last action proved to be a bad decision.

At the sound, the assassin disentangled himself from Migol with all the swiftness of ale pouring from a mug. Gador only had half a second to block the dagger that appeared out of nowhere as his momentum carried him right over the assassin. He felt a sudden punch to his ribs, landed a moment later on the hard stone, and felt his axe leave his hands.

Dazed, Gador was only aware of the sounds of battle. Metal clanged on metal. Stone was ground underfoot. Grunts echoed off the walls as Migol and the assassin fought. By the time Gador regained his breath and looked up, Migol had won, and had the assassin pinned to the stone floor via the point of his sword.

Gador scrambled to his feet, his ribs stinging painfully. “Should we kill him?” he asked as he collected his fallen axe. “Or maybe press him for information?”

Migol turned his head, thinking. “Neither,” he said after a moment.

“What do you intend to do then?”

Migol did not raise his sword. “I intend to let him go.”

It was a moment before Gador found his voice. “Let him go! He just tried to kill us, Migol. If you let him go, there’s no telling how many others he will kill in their sleep.”

“He’s failed,” Migol said calmly. “It is unlikely the Blackhand will employ his services again, now that he’s been discovered.”

“Unlikely?” Gador echoed. “You want to leave this up to chance? And what if you are wrong? What will you say to the family of his next victim?”

Migol raised his sword without warning, and brought it down, the hilt striking the assassin’s head. The dwarf fell limply to the floor, unconscious, but still very much alive. Migol then turned against Gador, and in an instant, had him pinned to the tunnel wall.

“Wars are not fought between soldiers, little brother, but between leaders. If I had killed that assassin, another would have come. I save no one by killing a mere pawn. Only by removing the pieces of value is the game won.

“And you; you have followed me, against my orders. I told you to guard the gate.”

“And you knew perfectly well I never would.”

“I had hoped that a little more sense had lodged in your head since the last time you disobeyed me, brother.”

“Sense?” Gador repeated. “I just saved your life! If that was but a pawn, how do you think you will fare against The Night Wind?”

“A lot better without you to worry about,” Migol growled, letting Gador go. “Now I tell you for the last time: leave. Keep our cities safe; leave this to me.”

“You know I will not leave you.”

Migol thrust his face to within an inch of Gador’s. “Did you know our sister so little? Is this how you would honor her memory? If she were alive, she would never want you to seek vengeance.”

“If she were alive,” Gador said calmly, “there would be no need for vengeance.”

“Do not defile her name with your need to satisfy your own heart,” Migol hissed. “Killing The Night Wind will not bring her back or alleviate your suffering.”

“Then why do you do it?” Gador spat back.

Migol didn’t answer. “This is not what she would have wanted, Gador, and you know that. For once in your life honor our sister without thinking of yourself. Go back.”

With a final shake of Gador’s leather jerkin, Migol stood, and turned away. Without another word, he resumed his fast pace down the tunnel, and was soon consumed in the darkness.

After a moment, Gador picked himself up. If anything, Migol had deepened his resolve to follow him. It was true that Milda would never have wanted any of this, and part of Gador’s mind hated himself for continuing. But the fact that Migol knew that as well and still sought The Night Wind was far more worrisome to Gador. His brother had always been the selfless one. This sudden need for revenge was not like him, and Gador was afraid it would get him killed.

Unbidden, he saw Milda’s face again. She was smiling, happy. His heart turned cold when he thought of what she would say if she could see him now, bent on another’s destruction. But Migol needed him. Nothing could persuade him to go back now.


It took nearly a week for Migol to track down The Night Wind. There were narrow escapes, more tangles with agents of the Blackhand, and much searching, but eventually he tracked her to the very outskirts of Uldamor, Blackhand’s fortress, in an abandoned council hall.

Gador had remained hidden from his brother all this time, resolved to enter the fray only when The Night Wind was found. The element of surprise can be everything in a battle, and if she was focused on dueling Migol, she would never expect an attack from behind.

Dwarven council halls were semi-circular shaped, consisting of benches that rose up to the ceiling, and fell to the floor below to end in a flat space or kvesta, usually reserved for the offender. It was not the best place for hand-to-hand combat. Especially if The Night Wind was at the top of the benches.

Migol entered the kvesta, Gador keeping well behind him in the entrance hall. He would attack when The Night Wind was distracted.

Migol walked to the middle of the kvesta and stood still, scanning the tops of the benches. Gador waited in the shadows.

“I know you’re here, Evena.”

Gador blinked. Migol knew The Night Wind’s name?

A voice drifted down from the benches, cold, but curiously soft. “How did you find out, Migol Ironwill?”

“I study my enemies. The Blackhand concealed your identity, but they could not hide the little girl I once taught to use the sword. Evena Fairwind. That was your name, before Blackhand found you.”

There was a pause. “And you think to unsettle me with this knowledge?”

“No,” Migol said calmly, “unless of course you have forgotten who you once were. That would be unsettling in the extreme.”

Soft laughter reached Gador’s ears. “You always played the game with your mind, Migol. It has served you well.”

“This is no game,” Migol said, a slight edge to his voice. “Do you know what you have become? What you have done?”

“I know I have changed. Evena Fairwind died nine years ago with my parents. The Night Wind is all that remains.”

Migol climbed atop the first row of benches. “Why, Evena? Why have you chosen this path?”

A figure moved out of the shadows at the top of the benches. Gador stifled his gasp of surprise as he saw the figure, illuminated from below. The Night Wind was clothed in black, a black veil obscuring her face. Black leather was her armor, sewn with thin plates of metal. Two long knives hung at her hips, and her hands, covered in black cloth, rested on their hilts. A cowl was drawn over her head, and combined with the veil, nothing of her face could be seen, save for a deep, velvety blackness. Gador had not been seen, but he moved deeper into the shadows nonetheless.

“This path chose me,” Evena said, a slight quiver to her voice.

Migol ascended the second row of benches. “You know that’s not true, Evena. No path chooses us. Not one as dark as yours.”

“Mine did,” Evena breathed. “Blackhand came. My heart was empty. He filled it with hate, hate that has fueled me ever since.”

Migol moved up to the third row. “It’s not too late, Evena. You can end this, now.”

“I am no longer Evena! The person you once knew is gone. Gone, Migol! I died that day nine years ago. Who I was stayed behind in that burned down home. Who I was escaped through the tears I shed. She’s gone. Blackhand created me, and it is them that I serve.”

Migol took a step down. “I believe you,” he said quietly. “Not because any of what you say is true. But because the girl I knew, the girl I trained, could never have done the crimes you have committed. Do you see them at night? Your victims? Alver? Vorad? Keldar? … Milda?”

With a cry of denial, Evena leapt at Migol. No one could possibly leap from such a height, but she did, falling towards Migol with her blades drawn. Migol side stepped her, drew his sword, and leapt after her. They landed on the kvesta, blades locked.

“They were targets,” Evena hissed, as they each tried to break the lock. “Names on a paper.”

Migol spun backwards, breaking he lock and evading Evena’s counterattack. “They were people, Evena,” he said. She leapt forwards, but he deflected her blow. “People with lives. No one is just a name on a paper.”

“I was!” Evena screamed. She rushed at Migol and let loose a furry of slashes, but they were all blocked by Migol’s shield. She ducked his sword and retreated out of range. “My parents were! They were targets. I was a footnote. That’s all I ever was. That’s all anyone ever is, in the long passage of existence.”

Gador caught sight of Migol’s face in the glow of a torch. It was filled with anger and sorrow, but not hate. “Alver was a blacksmith and a friend. He had a wife and two daughters. His metals were worked with precision and love. The children of Vurag came to him at the end of the day to watch the metal flow in the trough. He would show them how to work the metal. And when you killed him, the people of Vurag mourned in the square. A great man had been lost.”

“He was a name supplying the enemies of Blackhand with weapons. I did what was necessary.”

Again Evena leapt forwards, and again Migol deflected her blow downwards, this time sending her crashing to the floor. He did not press his advantage.

“Vorad was a herder. He was the youngest of two sisters and two brothers, and he was thought delicate of heart and mind. In reality he was the kindest and wisest man I ever knew. He played the old songs on his flute when the children asked, and when there was a dispute to settle, his word was respected by all. When he was found murdered in his bed, his brother swore vengeance on you and set out for this very place.”

“He was a spy, inciting the people against Blackhand. I killed him quickly.” Evena scrambled to her feet and threw a hidden dart at Migol. He blocked it with his shield, even as she charged him a third time. This time he side-stepped her and knocked her legs out from under her with his foot. She fell to the floor.

“Vorad’s brother was Keldar. He was a warrior, but a warrior with a heart. He kept the old tales alive, even when no one else believed in them. He knew bloodshed, he knew suffering, and he knew their full weight. He wove stories for the children that warned them against war and fighting. He was the mightiest dwarf for miles, and he was known as one of the greatest peace-makers to ever live. It took three of you to bring him down. His body was never found.”

“He died well,” Evena said, getting to her feet. “But he was an old enemy of Blackhand, and was dealt with accordingly.” She did not attack Migol again, but rather stayed out of reach, slowly circling.

Gador got a better grip on his weapon. This was it. Any moment now, they would clash for real, and he would have his chance.

“And Milda?” Migol asked. “Do you even remember her? She bandaged your arm when Belor hurt you in training. She brought you stew when you were sick. She walked with you when you were alone. She comforted you when you were sad. What do you remember of her?”

Both dwarves stopped moving and stood still, watching each other.

“I remember,” Evena whispered, her face impossible to read, “that she was there when my parents died. She dried my tears. She held me close. She sang to me until I fell asleep in her arms.” She was speaking in a monotone, as if she couldn’t stop. “And when I woke, I remember what she said to me: she said it was a terrible thing that had been done. She said how the people who had killed my mother and father were bad, and how they had to be stopped.”

Gador had heard enough. He stepped out of the shadows. “And I’m here to fulfill that wish,” he said. Evena whipped around even as Gador launched himself at her, axe held ready.

He was no match for her. She side-stepped him neatly, landed a blow on his arm, twisted away from his axe, snuck under his guard, and sliced both daggers across his chest. The wounds were not deep, but they seared like fire and caused Gador to fall to the ground, his axe gone from his grip. Evena knelt on top of him, her knives pressed to his throat.

Migol spoke before she could move another inch. “There was one thing more that Milda said.” Gador couldn’t understand why his voice wasn’t hurried.

Evena paused, listening.

“Blackhand drove it from your mind with their ill whisperings, but I was there too. I heard. Milda said the men who had killed your mother and father had to be stopped, to be made to see what they had done. Not to be killed.”

Evena flinched, and Gador saw why: the tip of Migol’s sword had appeared right next to her throat. He could kill her in an instant.

“Do you know what you have done, Evena?” Migol whispered. “Do you know the light you have robbed the world of? Who is to measure the worth of a life? Who are we to say who must die and who must live?

“We are not nearly smart enough to pass judgment on any life. Milda understood that. She never wanted to kill those men that ruined your life, Evena. She wanted to stop them at their core, make them see that no one is just a name on a page.”

Migol reached down and pulled Evena up so that she had to look right at him. “You have ended lives, Evena. Even the darkest person has a story to tell, something to impart. Even the lowest dwarf is far more valuable than any amount of payment. No single word can ever describe a person, no paragraph or volume can show truly who he is. All we can do is catch glimpses of people, of how rich and full their lives truly are. This is what you have taken from the world.”

Evena dropped her blades. They clattered against the stone floor of the kvesta, and then lay still, unnoticed. Evena still stood over Gador, and he could feel her legs against his, trembling. Gador waited. Would Migol now end The Night Wind, the one who had taken so much life without a thought as to what it meant?

Migol lowered his sword. “You have taken much from the world, Evena. If anyone deserves to die, it is you. But even one as dark as you, whose heart is corrupted and mind twisted; even you do not deserve death. For even you have a life, and every life is precious, no matter how dark.”


Evena returned with Migol and Gador. She renounced the name of Blackhand, and laid bare the family’s dark dealings. With so much evidence, the dwarf clans united against Blackhand, and drove them from their caverns without a drop of blood being spilled.

Evena of course had to go into hiding. She had killed too many people, hurt too many lives. She would never be safe among those that knew her, no matter what Migol told them. She left one day, shortly after Milda Warmheart had been laid to rest in stone, and was never heard from again.

Gador never found it within his heart to forgive The Night Wind for what she had done. She had struck at his friends and family too often for that. He counted her as dead though, slain by Migol on the floor of the kvesta. All that remained was a dwarf who had once been lost: Evena Fairwind.

They were never friends. But Gador saw the change Migol’s words had wrought in her, and he knew that she was truly sorry for what she had done. No amount of remorse could undo the deeds, or make the pain of them any less, but Gador knew that Milda’s wish had been carried out: The Night Wind had been stopped.

On the day that Evena left the dwarves, she left also the name of Fairwind. Evena Fairwind had too much darkness within her, too much pain and suffering. It was Evena Fairwind who had created The Night Wind, not Blackhand. She took instead a different name, a name that both Migol and Gador approved of:

Evena Warmheart.

Nerak

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Alerra leaned against the wind, struggling to move forward. She lifted her right foot slowly, trying desperately to put it in front of her. But the wind was too great.

With a cry of frustration, she lost her balance and was knocked over backwards, landing on her face in the snow. Its chill bit into her exposed skin, tightening her muscles and causing her to shiver uncontrollably.

For a moment, she remained still, face-down in snow and ice. Why, Nerak? she thought. Why? She could still remember what had happened, as if it were yesterday, and not a year ago.


It must be said that the mating practices of orcs are rather lacking in the department of romance. Female orcs choose a mate based purely on the ability to protect them. The stronger the male, the less chance the female has of being disemboweled in one of the raids that are so common on Grut.  

Alerra had been drawn to Nerak for that reason, at least initially. He wasn’t the strongest of orcs, but he had demonstrated that he possessed uncommon stamina. To her, this indicated that he would be able to outlast any opponent, and therefore keep her from harm.

As she grew to know him though, things changed. Nerak had a great many flaws, the largest of which was a terrible selfishness. Alerra learned that he did everything for himself, even if at first it appeared otherwise. He would sacrifice anything to preserve his own well-being, including her.

However, Alerra also learned that Nerak had one redeeming quality, and to her, that quality made all the difference: Nerak cared. He was bloodthirsty in battle and selfish out of it, but despite what he might say to the contrary, he cared for Alerra. Whenever she was in pain, he became a different person, living for her alone. Once he realized this, he would return to his selfishness and pretend not to care, but she could not be fooled.

Once, Alerra had mentioned this to Nerak. His expression had flattened to one of stone as she talked, and when she had finished, he had merely looked at her, silent and neutral.

“I love you,” Alerra had said, coming closer to Nerak and placing her hands on his chest. “I love you, and I know you do too.”

“No.” The word was short and forced, but it did nothing to sway Alerra. Nerak would never admit it openly without a little prodding.

“You can tell all the other orcs that you don’t care,” she said, stroking his face (his muscles tightened under her touch), “but I will never believe it. I know you care for me. You always have.”

Nerak said nothing, though he watched her face the entire time. His expression was impassive.

Alerra held his head in her hands. “Say you love me,” she whispered. “You can seem strong to all the other orcs, uncaring and unmovable, but I know you. Say it, just this once. You love me.”

She smiled hopefully at Nerak. Nerak did not smile back. Slowly, he reached up and removed her hands from his face. Then, without a word or a change in expression, he turned, and left her.

Alerra sighed as the flap to the hut closed behind him. She knew he loved her. He just would never admit it.


New energy coursed through Alerra’s veins, and she forced her hands beneath her. Slowly, painfully, she pushed herself up off the snow. The wind slammed into her, freezing the partially melted ice on her face. For a moment she teetered in a ridiculous position, gravity battling wind. Then with a final surge from her legs, she stood upright, leaned forwards once more, and forced herself to take a step.

Nerak loved her. And he knew it. He would admit it one way or the other, even if she had to freeze to death to make him.


Things had changed with the ambush. Nerak had been away hunting. The village had been unprepared. Alerra, counting on Nerak to protect her, had been completely defenseless.

The raiders had crashed through the gate quickly, aided by the raptors they rode. The few that had fought had been slaughtered or gored to death. The others quickly surrendered. Grut was a world locked in a constant struggle for survival. Those who conquered had the food and resources to survive. That was the simple brutality of life.

Alerra was one of the ‘resources’ found that day. The raiders stole what they could, burned what they couldn’t, and were making off with their trophies when Nerak found them.

No orc hunts alone. To do so is to invite death with open arms. As a result, ‘Nerak finding them,’ entailed a party of ten orcs ambushing and slaughtering half of the raiders before they knew what had happened. The following battle was short, bloody, and decisive.  Nerak’s hunting party was far outnumbered, and though they fought well, they were ultimately cornered. It was at this time that the leader of the raiders, a brutal orc named Majak, dismounted and approached Nerak, keeping well out of blade’s reach.

“The battle is over,” Majak said. “Surrender and we’ll make your deaths quick.”

While it might seem this was a legitimate offer, anyone who has been on Grut knows that a wounded orc is a dead orc. Nerak and his three remaining companions were very heavily armed, and currently crazed with bloodlust. No one wanted to approach them.

Understandably therefore, Nerak laughed. “Surrender? I could ask the same of you, gazbol.

Majak snarled at the insult. “If you give us your catch, we will let you go. Refuse and we attack.”

Nerak sneered at the raiders about him. “And who will be first to follow your order? Come. My blade hungers for blood.”

No one moved.

It is important to note that Nerak was uncommonly smart for an orc. While he toyed for time, he had been sweeping the raiders’ party with his eyes, and had found Alerra. He now formulated a plan.

“No one wishes to die today,” he said. “We all know the first orc to approach me leaves this world in several pieces. You return what you have taken, and we will allow you to pass unharmed.”

It was Majak’s turn to laugh. “You might wound some of us, but you would die in the end, Nerak. We have the upper hand here. Either give us your game and leave, or die.”

Nerak was in a tight spot, but he made a good show of laughing it off. “No orc in their right mind would accept such a lopsided offer. Even you can figure that out, Majak.”

Majak snarled.

“We will let you pass, if you give us our veratan.” Our women.

A demonic grin slowly spread across Majak’s face. At a single glance, his men placed their knives at their captives’ throats. Still, Majak had no intention of dying. He would strike a deal with Nerak, but he would ensure it was as lopsided as possible. He had something to bargain with now.

“So you seek the veratan,” he said, grinning evilly. “I am prepared to part with them, but only for a very steep price. Give us your catch, your armor, and your weapons, and we will release them. Then you may go your way.”

Nerak said nothing.

Majak signaled one of his orcs. Unfortunately, the orc that he signaled happened to be the one holding Alerra. She let out a stifled scream as the blade was pressed against her throat.

“Enough!” Nerak cried. Alerra thought she heard a shred of panic in his voice. “We will accept your offer.”


Alerra stumbled in the snow and nearly fell, but managed to keep her balance. One might have imagined that such an experience would bring Nerak closer to her, but the exact opposite had happened.

Nerak, in his vast selfishness, believed any sign of emotion was a sign of weakness. To care for something was to have a gap in one’s defenses, a place to strike. The raid of Majak had confirmed this to him, and as a result, he had distanced himself from Alerra.

Alerra staggered and briefly fell to all fours, but she pushed herself up and kept going, struggling against the biting wind. She had always known Nerak’s greatest flaw, so his reaction had come as no surprise to her. She had heard the fear in his voice though when she was threatened, and knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, just how much he truly cared for her. That was enough.

Things could have continued that way. Alerra would have eventually worn down Nerak’s defenses until he admitted his feelings. However, Nerak had other ideas.

It took three more raids with similar outcomes to force Nerak into action. He had steadily been robbed of everything, except for Alerra, and he had been pushed over the edge. Alerra knew something was wrong when she woke in cold darkness, Nerak gone from her side. She found him soon afterwards, outside the cave they were now forced to live in, saddling the only swog he had left.

Nerak looked up when she approached. “My mind is set,” he said, no emotion or tone to his voice. “I must leave.”

“Leave?” Alerra repeated blankly. “Why?”

Nerak sighed and turned to face Alerra. The past year had weathered his face until it seemed chiseled out of stone. It fit his expression perfectly. “I love you, Alerra.”

Alerra gasped in shock, and then tried to fling her arms about Nerak’s neck. I say tried, because Nerak stopped her, and held her at arm’s length.

“I love you,” he repeated, “and to do so is to be weak. Because I care for you, I no longer have weapons, armor, or food. We are forced to live in a cave, fearing for our very lives. Every raid, I have managed to trade something else for you, until we have nothing left. No longer. I must leave.”

Alerra slumped to the hard ground, staring up at him in disbelief. Weakness. He had finally admitted that he loved her, the one thing she had desired since she knew him, and now he considered it weakness. Weakness to have love. Something for enemies to exploit.

“I am sorry,” Nerak said flatly, turning back to his swog. “But I cannot be held back any longer. This is no life for me.”

For the first time in her life, Alerra felt a wave of anger against Nerak. Was he so selfish? Could any orc be that self-centered? He was discarding her like a rusted weapon, useless, a burden too heavy to carry.

Alerra leapt to her feet. “Love is not a sign of weakness.” She said to Nerak’s back.

He paused, but did not turn around.

“Love is a sign of strength. What do I have to do to convince you of that?”

Nerak slowly turned to face her. “You cannot convince me of that,” he said. “No one can.” He mounted the swog and looked down at her. “I love you, Alerra. I always have. But love has cost me enough, and it is time I left it behind. I am sorry, but I must leave you.”

Without another word, Nerak turned and touched his heels to the swog’s flanks. The giant cat leapt down the mountainside with great speed, leaving Alerra alone, cold, hungry, and with pain such as she had never known filling her heart.

She watched as Nerak faded into the distance, heading north across the great barren wasteland of Grut. Anger mingled with sorrow, and sorrow won, annihilating all other feelings and crushing Alerra’s heart as surely as if Nerak had closed his fist about it. A great pain throbbing in her chest, she fell to the ground, watching the speck that was Nerak.

“You will see,” she whispered. “If I have to cross all of Grut to tell you so, you will see.”


Alerra had sacrificed much in her search for Nerak. She had nothing to her name anymore but the rotting clothes on her back, so old and worn no one cared to take them. She had reached such a low level of life that she no longer had to worry about raids, for she had nothing to take.

Nothing that could be taken, that is. Alerra still had one thing, one burning mission within her, which could not be quenched. The promise she had made to herself had lodged in her heart, and would stay there until it was either fulfilled, or she died trying. And presently, she was very much in danger of fulfilling the latter condition.

Alerra fell to the snow once more, too weak to even regain her balance. She had the determination to keep going, but the energy had left her, torn away by the wind and the cold. She could not even lift her face to breathe; the snow covered her nose and mouth.

Alerra felt the ice begin to build up on top of her. She would soon be completely covered in a tomb of white. She tried to move, even something as small as a finger would do, but she could not. Her muscles were completely sapped. She could feel her heart beating feebly against the snow, her blood trickling through her veins slowly, the cold creeping up her limbs, paralyzing her inch by deadly inch.

The beat of her heart fluttered, then regained its strength, only to beat slower, slower, slower… Her vision, already darkened by the building snow, began to dim. She could no longer feel her body for the cold. She willed her heart to keep beating, but it could not. Slower, the rhythm of death against her chest. Slower, slower, until it was nearly gone…

Alerra closed her eyes. Nerak had won.


Nerak had done well since he had left Alerra a year ago. Isolated in his fortress deep within the ice-bound mountains of Grut, he had trained countless orcs into formidable warriors, building up his store of weapons and food. He was now leader of a great host, an orc to be reckoned with. He had but one regret which refused to leave him.

Nerak had thought that leaving Alerra would banish his weakness. He was wrong. His love for her had become a longing, and was now stronger than ever. However, without her he had been able to build his life back up to where he now sat, upon his throne in the icy fortress of Dur’azgar.

Nerak had nearly left his mountains to search for her many times, but he had always convinced himself at the last moment not to. With her, he would not be where he was now. Besides, she had likely died long ago, without him to protect her. And so he had remained in the mountains, his longing ever increasing, tormenting him.

That was why, when one of his scouts arrived with an emaciated, frozen, half-dead orc that looked all too familiar, Nerak fell to the floor by her side.

“Alerra!” he cried, completely oblivious to the scout standing nearby. “Alerra!” He shook her, very gently.

Alerra took a dangerously shallow breath, the air rattling through her lungs. She opened her eyes and blinked at Nerak, not quite seeing him. She heard his voice though.

“Nerak?” she rasped. Her voice was barely more than a muffled breath, but in the vast throne room it echoed many times over.

“Yes,” Nerak gasped, choking the words out. He felt something he had denied all his life building within him, and instinctively fought it.

Alerra raised one withered hand to his face, and touched it lightly. “Do you… still love me?” she breathed.

There was a brief moment, an infinity in time, in which Nerak stared into Alerra’s eyes, clouded over with exhaustion and failing. The emotion within him raised its head, threatening to be seen, but it waited; he still fought it.

Enough. The defenses broke. Tears formed in Nerak’s eyes for the first time in his life, and splashed onto Alerra. Their warmth found her heart, and drove away the cold that threatened it.

Nerak took Alerra’s small form in his arms, and held her close, silent tears falling on her. “Yes,” he whispered. “I have always loved you, Alerra. And I always will.”

Alerra closed her eyes, but not before a smile had flitted across her face. Love was not a sign of weakness. It was a sign of the strength to bear it.

A Breath of Wind

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Cold dew dusted Nargshir’s paws as he padded silently through the trees, intent on his surroundings. Next to a particularly thick tree, he stopped and sniffed the air, his red eyes darting from dark shadow to dark shadow. A peculiar scent drifted towards him which caused his nose to tingle and the hair on his back to stand up in a ridge. ‘Curious,’ he thought; he had never smelled anything like that before. He stood up on his hind legs, the better to tell from which direction the scent came, but as he did so, it disappeared. He twitched his whiskers, trying to recapture the smell, but all that met him were the scents of the humid jungle and stagnant swamp water around him. Shaking his head and growling slightly to himself, Nargshir dropped back to all fours and padded forward, his eyes and ears ever alert for the slightest hint of an enemy.

A week ago, Utgar had sent him on this scouting trip deep into the Ticalla to investigate a devastating attack on a large marro force. The marro had been scouting out a large piece of dense jungle, when they had suddenly been ambushed. The hive controlling them had received only images of fleeting shapes in the dark, accompanied by the flashing of massive blades, and then darkness as each and every one of the marro were wiped out.

It had first been Utgar’s intention to send a battalion of marro drones and his newly recruited gnids to wipe out the enemy, but curiosity had gotten the better of him. Driven by a desire to find out who, or what, had the power to kill his marro with such apparent ease, Utgar had decided to send Nargshir to scout them out before he attacked.

Nargshir was the perfect recruit for the job. He had spent his first years in the forests of Feylund, learning how to hunt and track elves, creatures which were most adept at stealth. Then, when he was nearly slain by an elf, Utgar had summoned him. Now he served as a valuable scout to the dark Valkyrie, sneaking behind enemy lines, gathering information, and reporting back to Utgar’s generals without their enemies being any the wiser. And any that got in the way of Nargshir usually ended up with a knife in their back or a broken neck.

Nargshir paused and sniffed the air. Once again, that strange tingling scent drifted over him, tantalizing him, urging him to find its source. He looked around. All he saw were the dark forms of trees and the hazy silhouettes of stars through the green leaves of the palm trees overhead. Black shadows covered the ground, hiding the pools of green water that Nargshir knew lay there.

He took a cautious step forward and sniffed. The scent was stronger here. He took another step forward. Stronger still. And then he paused, one paw raised between steps, his eyes fixed on a patch of dark foliage five feet ahead of him.

Staring out at him from deep within the foliage were two red eyes, glowing with reflected light from the moon overhead.

Very slowly, and without looking away, Nargshir put his foot back down and pricked his ears forward, straining to catch the slightest sound from the two red eyes before him. Silence met his ears; complete and total silence, broken only by the soft swishing of the branches overhead in an invisible wind.

Nargshir stiffened. There was no wind. The swishing sound was soft, almost inaudible, but it was regular, and it was coming from the two eyes before him. Then Nargshir recognized it: breathing.

A human would have been unable to hear the breathing, but to Nargshir’s wolf ears, it was just discernible. As he watched, the two eyes slowly slanted, as if their owner was tilting its head slightly. A low swish of air met his ears, and Nargshir looked down just in time to see the tip of a sword retract back into the leafy foliage.

With a snarl that broke the silence like a thunderclap, though it was quiet, Nargshir sprang backwards, all his senses directed towards the bush before him. He was none to soon, either, for just as he sprang, a wide blade went swishing through the air where he had been moments before. He caught a glimpse of a slender arm covered in short white fur, though muscles were evident below the skin, and then it had gone, blade and all, back into the brush.

Nargshir narrowed his eyes, searching through the darkness for his unseen attacker. The red eyes, which had remained visible throughout the attack, flashed, and a low snarl escaped their owner’s lips. Nargshir froze yet again. He recognized the snarl; only a wolf could make such a sound.

Cautiously, he edged forward, trying to catch a glimpse of the other wolf. The red eyes narrowed and retreated further into the brush, and Nargshir caught a glimpse of more white fur and something brown. He crept slowly forward again.  Once more, the eyes retreated, and this time Nargshir saw the hilt of a massive blade, compared to a wolf at least, flash in the moonlight. He stopped and sniffed. There was no doubt; the strange smell was coming from this wolf. No wolves on Feylund had white fur, not unless something had gone very wrong with them from birth, and Nargshir had never smelled one like this before anyway. Then he swiveled his head to the right. Another smell, quite similar to the first, but slightly different, had drifted towards his nose. He then caught another similar, yet different, scent, on his left. He had a sudden moment of panic, and then ducked just as two more of the massive blades swung out where his head had been. At the same time, he had to leap off of the ground to avoid the first blade, which had snaked out of the bushes in front of him and gone for his legs.

He landed rather awkwardly, and rolled to avoid another attack, coming up close to the bush where he had seen the red eyes.

A clawed foot snapped away from him and a blade came singing down towards his head, but Nargshir was too fast. He leapt upon the retreating foot, clawed his way up the leg so as to gain some leverage, and brought its owner crashing down to the ground. The wolf landed with a grunt which sounded somehow peculiar to Nargshir, but he was given no time to think about it as another of the blades swung down towards his head. He ducked the massive blade, and, lunging forward, yanked on its owner’s arm so that it, too, fell forward onto the ground with a faint grunt, which sounded equally strange. The third blade went angling upwards towards Nargshir’s chest, and he had to roll away to avoid it. Too late, he realized where the first wolf had fallen, and rolled right on top of his enemy.

He could feel the wolf moving its right arm, trying to bring its blade up to ward off Nargshir, and he made a grab for the arm, pinioning it to its owner’s side. The other arm crashed into Nargshir’s head with so much force that he momentarily lost his grip on the right arm, but regained it a moment later. He then planted his knee in the stomach of the wolf, noting that he felt leather beneath his leg, and twisted the arms around so as to flip the wolf around, so that it faced the ground. He released the pressure from his knee just long enough to turn the wolf over, and then replaced it, this time in the wolf’s back. Then, moving quickly and skillfully, he whirled around to face his other two attackers, holding his hostage before him, his teeth to its throat.

Nargshir felt his body suddenly tense from surprise. Standing before him were two female wolves, both covered in white fur and leather garments. In either hand they carried a massive sword, its blade wide and thick, and on their heads were masks of leather. A strange, curling blue design flowed across each of their right shoulders to end in a curl below their necks.

Nargshir did not release his hold on his hostage, which he now recognized as another of the female wolves, but removed his mouth from her neck and looked apprehensively at the two wolves before him.

None of the wolves moved. Nargshir eyed the two before him, as they did him, and his hostage, though he could feel her trying to subtly work her way out of his grip, did not move either. Seeing that he could break their companion’s neck with a twist of his arm, the other two wolves lowered their weapons and glared at him with their red eyes.

Finally, one of them took a step forward and said in an oiled voice that purred through Nargshir’s mind, “What do you here, Utgarian?”

“I should think you would find that obvious,” said Nargshir, keeping any emotion out of his voice. “And you need not refer to me as an Utgarian. My name is Nargshir.” After a slight pause, he added, as an afterthought, “What do you do here?”

The female wolf gave a short laugh that rippled with the hints of a growl. “We patrol our lady’s land, keeping it clean of Utgar’s filth.”

Nargshir’s temper bristled at being addressed as filth, but he calmed himself. “And I come here on Utgar’s orders alone. I would far rather be in the woods on Feylund than in this infected jungle.”

The female wolf’s smile and persuasive tone vanished instantly. “Then let Shrinir go and we can save you the trouble of having to leave,” she snapped.

Nargshir glanced sideways at his hostage. “No,” he said, turning back to the wolf in front of him, “I prefer to keep my skin intact. Let me go with… Shrinir, and I’ll leave this jungle to you and your kin, and let her return when I am well away from this place.”

The wolf before him opened her mouth to reply, but Nargshir continued before she could speak.

“You are really in no position to bargain, so I suggest that you let me leave in peace.”

The wolf tilted her head, contemplating Nargshir through eyes full of hate placed there by another. “How do I know Shrinir will not be harmed, or come back at all?” she asked.

“You don’t,” said Nargshir calmly. “But you can’t stop me from leaving, so you will just have to be content with my word that I do not intend to harm her, as long as she does not try to stick a knife in my back.” He waited for her to reply, and when she said nothing, said, “I will release Shrinir when I reach the edge of the jungle. If I am attacked while she is with me, she dies. If not, I will let her live.”

Before the wolf could reply, Nargshir slipped backwards into the brush and then to his left, behind a cluster of trees, the shadows of which hid him from the two wolves. Keeping a firm grip on his captive, he then ducked low and ran through the underbrush, away from the two wolves. As he ran, he noted that Shrinir did not struggle or try to hinder him, and for this he was thankful; he was doubtful if he could have won a struggle against her, since she appeared to be as strong as he.

For nearly an hour they ran, darting from tree to tree, from bush to bush, until they reached a small clearing in which the ground was covered in thick vines and the moon shown brightly down overhead. Here Nargshir stopped, and knelt down upon the leaves, pulling Shrinir down next to him.

“Can I trust you to go back where you came from and not try to kill me once I set you free?”

Shrinir looked at him with confused eyes from behind her leather mask. They were still miles from the edge of the jungle, and the closest border was nearer Aquilla than Utgar. “Why would you set me free?” she asked, her tone guarded.

“Because,” Nargshir said, “I have found what I was sent to find out, and a captive will only slow me down on my way to Utgar. I am also not obligated to bring you back with me as a prisoner, so I prefer to let you go free.”

Shrinir simply looked confused, so Nargshir continued. “Utgar may have a lot of power, and he may have many soldiers, but not all of his recruits are undyingly loyal to him.”

Shrinir’s eyes widened as she understood what he was suggesting.

“As long as you promise to not try to capture or kill me,” Nargshir continued, “I will let you go.”

Shrinir sat still for a moment or two, and then silently stood with a grace that befitted her beauty. “Wolves do not make promises,” she said, “for they are too easily broken. We state facts, and I will not capture or kill you, and I will command my wolves to let you pass by them on your way to Utgar.”

“Good,” Nargshir said. “Then I bid you farewell.” He looked up at the full moon above, and then suddenly looked back at Shrinir. “Your wolves?” he repeated. But she was gone. All that was left was the imprint of her paws on the soft vines that crept along the ground. As Nargshir stared at the indentations, he heard, as if whispered by a breath of wind, “Farewell, Nargshir.”

But there was no wind.